CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA DAY # 63

DAY 63

When I forgive, extending the Light, Liberation, and Love of the world, the gift of shanti-peace blesses every mind. I help bring stillness, silence, and calmness to them by surrendering my avidya-illusions that blind me from being Perfect Love and Radiant Light.

 

I am One. I am Whole. I have the ability to bring shanti-peace to all minds, everywhere, who seem to be far from Home, but in Reality are just dreaming in delusion as am I. I am a vessel of Divine Love when I acknowledge that shanti-peace and liberation from the dream of being in a hell of confinement, lack, and limitation. Extending Light and Love, while Liberating brings me extreme santosha-contentment and everlasting happiness.

 

I affirm that I am the light and love of the world. My purpose is to Liberate minds from the dream world that is a most unwelcome substitute for the Reality of the Cosmos, the Causal realm. Christ the Son, who I am One with, depends on me to carry out such an important purpose. I can give deep shanti-peace and the Light of Love, offering moksha-Liberation, because it is mine to share. I will not forget what I am capable of doing, nor be blinded by unharnessed desires and attachments to a false-identity. I will let nothing obstruct me from offering the gift of shanti-peace to every mind. By accepting moksha-Liberation from karma and compulsions, I can freely fulfill my purpose while dreaming of being in this world.

 

I will remember my function often today. I begin today by affirming that I am the light and love of the world and end the day centering on this idea as well. Throughout the day I will affirm the following:

 

“When I forgive, extending the Light, Liberation, and Love of the world, the gift of shanti-peace blesses every mind. I help bring stillness, silence, and calmness to them by surrendering my avidya-illusions that blind me from being Perfect Love and Radiant Light. I am the instrument God Mind Presence has selected to Liberate the world from suffering, pain, and neurotic guilt.”

 

Whenever possible I will turn inward and close my eyes while centering on this affirmation. All my brothers and sisters in spirit look to me for moksha-Liberation, brought about by complete forgiveness of all I thought disturbed me or robbed me of shanti-peace in this life. Nothing separates me from my brothers and sisters but grievances and projected guilt. I release them freely this day, so as to allow the Divine Mother, the Holy Spirit to Love and forgive freely through me. Forgiveness can do anything and everything my limited mind thinks is impossible. I absolve because I am absolved of all karmic and samskaric-tendencies to be kept in a hell of my own making.

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CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA DAY # 60: (Review # 1: Days 46-50)

DAY 60

Today, I will review the following affirmations:

 

DAY 46

God Presence is Pure, Radiant Love and it is through and in this Love in which I forgive myself, others, and all things that appear to happen in this projected earth exile dream movie, dissolving all karma, fear, mental affliction, and guilt.

 

It is almost a difficult feat to overcome, to accept the belief that Divine Presence does not condemn and thereby has no need to expiate any wrong doings or unloving thoughtsI may choose to think or act on. The sick part of my mind wants to be tortured by the past and to pay for what I think are haneous crimes against God Presence and His/Her creations. I don’t cast aspertions because I have embraced the innocent lamb nature in me. I need do no penance, but I shall atone andcorrect errors in thinking. To forgive others for what I think they may have done or said allows me to see through Christ Vision, my untainted, unblemished True Christ Self. Forgiveness is an emanation and mirror image of Divinity Source’s Absolute Love in this unfolding world drama on the stage called earth. Releasing others from condemnation and judgment beckons me close to the Paradise state from which I began and will never end in, and the God’s sattvic-enlightening compassion can bridge the gap of separation and elevate me to the awareness of the Heavenly realm, my home.

 

DAY 47                

In this moment, and in every moment of the Holy Instant of Now, I will give my complete trust to the Power, Glory, and Almighty strength of God Mind Presence, the Father-Mother, my Supernal Parent.

 

I extend mercy, forgiveness, and release to other through a power greater than me. God Presence as the Divine Father-Mother Syzygy provides the grace through which I know and recall the beauty of forgiving. I am starting to use my Christed sight and I thereby recognize Divinity radiating from heaven to this earthly dwelling place. I release all things from the burden of grievances and attack since I feel Divine Love pulsating through my mind-body complex. Today, I remember only Love, something I had dissociated from, but which never left me at the core of my being. I am life. I am love. And it is because of this that I can forgive and pardon.

 

DAY 48

I am fearless. I fear no one, no thing, no thought, or any outside force. I am safe. I am free. I cannot be threatened or harmed by anything, nor any avidya-illusion created by mayaic-delusion and duality coming from the split, individual ego-ahamkar mind.

 

Through the gift of sight, I see the harmlessness of the world. Through Christ Vision the world appears transfigured in the light of endless Love. What I have seen in it up to this point is but a fragment of the whole and complete picture of eternity reflected through Divine goodness seeing through my Christ Eye. All people I share this dream with along with everything that I see in its actuality and pure wholeness will me magnetically drawn towards me, giving me its Shakti and inspiration to rise up within me. Everyone is a mighty companion on this journey home. There is nothing at all to fear in this dream movie that was over long ago, but which I am viewing seemingly for the first time, since I have helped release and soften karma in it, and others have helped to release and soften karma in me.

 

DAY 49

If I but listen, and I be but still, quiet, and in a state of conscious mental rest, I will hear God Presence’s Voice and guidance which speaks to me throughout my entire day, every day, all the time as a manifestation of the One Reality of Cosmic Yoga-Union.

 

In every moment I am redeemed, though I was never condemned to suffer from any kind of wrath or eternal torment. Divinity Power in my Supernal Parents invites me to forgive, daily and in every moment. Responding to this, I am liberated from affliction and karma. In every minute of the days that pass by like scenes in a movie that appear and disappear, my Father-Mother inspires my thoughts to be holy and pure, while informing the choices I make through my behavior. I vow to travel on the path of Satya-truth. This is the only path for me to walk on because my Source’s Voice is the one and only guiding light that has been planted within my Sacred Heart, burning steadily and helping me to awaken.

 

DAY 50

Divine Love, God’s Infinite, Unending, Undying, Everlasting Life and Love, is my spiritual umbilical cord, reaching from the One True Paradise Within, the Kingdom/Queendom of Heaven. This gold and silver cord carries my life force energy that supplies me with all the strength I need to give, extend, and return Love to my Source and all of manifest creation. My aura and astral energy body are empowered by the Infinite causal mind and body of thought and ideation, and from the astral mind and body comes the life essence that sustains my temporary body vehicle and its sense-mind interpreters of materialized form, trying to make sense out of an existence of multiplicity made by subjectivity and mayaic-delusion.

 

I listen to my Source’s guidance within and am connected by the frequency of Love activated in my mind through spirit. As my Christed Third Eye opens, Divinity’s Love illumines the mayaic dream movie for me to see in its innocent nature. I forgive and release today through that Love Divine as I recall that every Child of God Presence remains untainted from the folly and avidya-illusion of sin. I look upon the dream world with Christ Vision, being transmitted to me from my Source’s circuity and causal, ideational thought waves, and I thereby stand in remembrance that I am also a Divine Child, an emanation of radiant light.

 

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 58 (REVIEW # 1: DAYS 36-40)

DAY 58

 

Today I will review the following affirmations:

 

DAY 36

My wholeness, my oneness, my sanctity, my experience of yoga-union and Communion with God Mind, Father-Mother, encompasses, surrounds, and blesses everything I perceive.

 

My wholeness, oneness, and pure in truth sanctity is the source of the Edenic State of Reality superimposed over the image of the world. I have released the past and my mind is healed of the disease of guilt. I embrace the untarnished nature and truth of my being and am at One with the Allness. My Christed sight sees and remembers only the radiant impeccable glory of the world, because in actuality the projected film of my thought vibrations are extensions of the what I reflect from my holy spotless nature, born of the Vastness of Divinity in Heaven’s Awareness.

 

DAY 37

My wholeness, my sanctity, my state of Samadhi-Oneness, my experience of yoga-union and Communion with God Mind, Father-Mother, blesses the world that the collective ego and my individual mind has created in which to learn, grow, awaken, and dissolve past accumulated karma.

 

When I see wholeness in myself I am not only infusing myself with love, but the entirety of Divinity’s Emanations. All brothers and sisters in spirit along with all things, even appearances that will fade when time comes to an end, are made radiant by the nectar of the joy wholeness and sanctity give to me. Not one single manifestation is separate from the joy of Communion with God Mind, Father-Mother, because all things share in the primal goodness of Divine Awareness. As I Realize that I am whole and sanctified, the wholeness and sanctity of the world emanates and radiates out from the Original Center and Expanse of Pure Light Truth also.

 

DAY 38

My wholeness, my sanctity, my state of Samadhi-Oneness, my experience of Yoga-Union and Communion with God Mind, Father-Mother can accomplish any desired outcome through the volition of conscious choice making.

 

My wholeness is free to express its fullness and vastness, qualities which have the power to cure and abolish sickness because that wholeness is sanctified by the magnitude of Eternal Oneness that liberates. From what else can I be liberated from in moksha (freed while living in this dream) except avidya-illussion? For all avidya-illusions are nothing more than insane beliefs about who I think I am. My wholeness dissolves and undoes all insanity by asserting the truth about who I really am. In pure presence of my wholeness and sanctified Oneness, experienced as Yoga-Union and Communion with Divinity and all His/Her Emanations, all sick and twisted gods of my ego-ahamkar’s making disappear.

 

DAY 39

My wholeness, my sanctity, my state of Samadhi-Oneness, my experience of Yoga-Union and Communion with God Mind, Father-Mother are my freedom, and my final moksha-kaivalya-liberation in this lifetime and beyond into Eternity where I rest, unbroken. Loved Far beyond crippling fear and guilt.

 

Since my wholeness protects me from the poison of guilt, acknowledging and Realizing the enlightened nature of my wholeness is Realizing my moksha-liberation. Doing this also acknowledges the moksha-liberation of the world. When I have embraced my wholeness and sanctity, there is not anything that can cripple me with fear. Since I am fearless, everyone I am connected to in spirit must also share this universal gnosis-knowing, which has been bestowed on me and the manifested world by our Source.

 

DAY 40

In truth, I am a Christed Son/Daughter, a sacred expression, extension, and emanation of the Father-Mother God, Brahman Immortal, the Dao Supreme, Divine Mind.

 

That being said and proclaimed, I Realize that all is pure and divinized. Christed. Anointed. I am a Christed Child of God and all divinized things are my inheritance, for the Divine Creator and Comforter-Sustainer of all that cannot perish, had the intent that this treasure be mine. In no way can I be tormented, deprived, or be afflicted with pain because I am a Divine Offspring. My Supernal Parents uphold me, keep me safe, embrace me, consecrate me, illuminate my mind-body vehicle, give me discernment through reason, and guide me through my contemplations, meditations, and actions. Their compassion extended to me is endless and exists forever. I am a sacred expression and emanation and am one with my Source.CHRIS

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 53 (REVIEW # 1: DAYS 11-15)

DAY 53
The following key ideas will be reviewed today. Spend two minutes contemplating each affirmation.

 
DAY 11
The time to initiate the mind de-fragmentation or correction process begins. The fluctuations of energy and information constructing a thought must be put under the microscope of discrimination. The magnified view from perfect Christ Presence illumination reveals your Christed Mind, the reality that may at first appear to devastate, but then unlocks the door hiding the truth that liberates.

 

The mayaic delusory dance of images are not the cause nor inspiration for thought current. The separation induced psychosis that distorts, determines the projected brain drama that you see superimposed on top of the screen of the world-wilderness, originating from the matrix womb of creation. The Christ Mind is forever in resonance with bliss and oneness while the separative impulse fails to realize that what the eyes see and brain interprets are/is meaningless and completely neutral. My personal ego gives or assigns what I appear to give meaning, taking a positionality, making judgments while grossly misinterpreting what I think is real.

 

Both the thought fluctuations that I am observing moving through my mind and the outside world are devoid of meaning. This dream world has been projected from a sick filmmaker, the collective ego-ahamkar, which was made in a moment of delusion and a desire for something more than the Allness of the Father-Mother’s Love. Therefore, the dream world must produce twisted and distorted manifestations. Edenic Oneness, the Truly Real, is not and never will be totally insane, and I own the fact that my mind has both Truly Real thoughts as well as full blown insane ones. The good news is that I can, through Christ Vision see a Truly Real World, if I am using my True and Whole thoughts as my inner guide for obtaining Realization and thereby, sight.

 

DAY 12
To correct perceptual distortion, the one in which I believe that my real Self is capable of being upset due to the fact that what I think I see is a world so terrifying, so depraved, so barbaric, and a living cold asylum when in reality the world has no meaning. It is neutral.

 
Grossly psychotic thoughts are disturbing, and they manifest the illusion of a dream world where there is total chaos and horror. Only extreme disorder has dominion over such a world which witnesses to the abyss of chaotic thought processes. I know now, as Jeshua (Jesus) says that “chaos has no laws”. How could I dwell in a manifested world based on insanity and honestly say I could be in shanti-peace? I want only love and serenity through acceptance of the Real World and to be in bhakti-devotion to true creation found in the realm of Heaven. I have so much appreciation for the Realization that the insane world I think I am living in is only an hallucination of delusion. In actuality I do not have to look upon such a catastrophic world, not unless I choose to give it meaning and choose to cherish it. Therefore, this day and every day, I will not choose to identify with or cherish what is completely and utterly the product of psychosis and which is devoid of meaning altogether.

 

DAY 13
The sick-minded ego is deluded, making me think that I am in competition with God, which I can’t be, because God is All in All and incapable of opposition or war mongering of any kind. That being said, it is anxiety-provoking for me to consider that the world could be without meaning, as for those ensnared in separative mayaic duality, and in those who appear to be separated, those entranced in relativity and subjectivity, it is fear provoking to think that the Divine Transcendent could possibly in reality be at war with a devil. It is ultimately God and the demiurgic-devil-ego that seem to be at war within me, wanting me to assign meaning to the world based on the cases they plead. The egoic-ahamkar wants to establish its own story and dramas as important and meaningful with respect to the world, when all that exists is Heaven and a vastness in the Primordial Matrix-Womb out of which real life is created. Fear is insane and I now start to see the relationship of cause and effect.

 

What is completely unstable and rooted in fragmentation promotes the negative emotion of fear for the reason that it is unreliable and cannot be trusted. That of which is insane cannot invoke confidence in it, by a sane mind. The fragmented cannot offer security and definitely not peace, nor fulfill any yearning. A fragmented projected world is illusory and is formed by shadows and darkness. Often times I have put faith in it, honoring it as a true and whole manifestation and as a result have been tormented and tortured by its immanent perceived presence. Today, moving forward in conviction and clarity, I withdraw my investment in what is fragmented and distorted and instead invest my magnetic resonance with what is real and true. In doing this, I can and will be liberated from all the negative outcomes that come from believing in a world based on vibrations of toxic fear, and I affirm that it has no timeless essence.

 

DAY 14
A meaningless world is impossible. This is due to the fact that the world I see, God did not create. God created the infinite potentiality of thought, light, and energy. Our source is the First Cause.

 

A world devoid of substantial meaning cannot exist if it was not emanated from the Fullness of the Father-Mother Divine Source of all that is. All meaning comes from the Divine, from Brahman, Adonai, Yaweh, Elohim and everything that does exist in the Mind of that Allness. I must acknowledge that substantial meaning is in my mind as well, because the Allness emanated and extended it from the center of It’s Being with my knowing. I do not want to and should not have to be afflicted by the outcomes of my individual fragmented, mad thoughts, not when the Ineffable and Untainted nature of creation is my homestead. Today, I recall the gravity of my affirmation and acknowledge and Realize where it is I truly dwell, in an eternal, causal and ideational world of the Pleroma (Heaven) and its many mansions and abodes.

 

DAY 15
My thoughts are energy and information that when given belief appear to take form. The film strip running through the projector of the split-egoic-ahamkar mind is projected out onto the screen of what appears to be a world of dancing macabre images. This is far from Radical Right Perception. When I make images, I am seeing a dream movie of subjective, relative thought with actor and actress ego consciousness that become bodies and seem to incarnate. My ego tries to direct the movie of image making out of its fractured matrix film projector and manipulate what it calls ‘real’. Only Radical Right Perception is Real. When I begin to see light surrounding objects, Radical Right Perception is at work, and my shared Christ Mind beam of light from the film projector of God Mind that creates rather than makes is being accessed. At this stage in the yogic discrimination process between the ego-director and God-Mind at one with Christ Mind Director/Producer, I am still dismantling the dream world, the dance of illusion images that appear “out there” in the wilderness desert. These are important, but small steps that my True Self is taking.

 
All that I see is a direct mirror image of my mental thought forms. My thoughts in the form of vibrations and frequencies, measurable pulsations give credence to where I reside as well as what my true identity is. I see a depraved, tormented world filled with devastation and pain. That maxim tells me I am perceiving solely the manifestation of my twisted, distorted ego thought splinters. I Realize that I am preventing my true and whole thought waves to reflect their magnificent, radiant light ray potential on what I look upon. However, when I rest in the Divine Allness, I know through gnosis-knowledge that my Source’s will is absolute. The haunting ghost projections never will defeat the Father-Mother, because in truth my will is one with my Supernal Parents’, and I don’t want to go against them. The will power I possess is my Heavenly Source’s, and I refuse to genuflect before false gods of substitution instead of Him-Her.

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 51 (REVIEW # 1 : DAYS 1-5)

DAY 51

REVIEW DAY 1-5

 

Spend two minutes contemplating each affirmation. If any one of the five affirmations appeals to you more than another, you may spend more time centering on that one.

 

DAY 1

’None of the things that my eyes and visual cortex see means what my personal ego (ahamkar), nor sense impression recorder mind (manas), has told me it does. Vibrations of thought projection that came from my subjective, separative mind distort the fact that everything is neutral and has no meaning just because it is in an apparent materialized and manifested state. Through my neutral, infinite, superconscious (intuitive) and discerning (buddhi) mind, I retract my thought projections and their impressions from the objects around me. This is my first step in allowing things to be as they are, thought and energy that has materialized.’

 

I don’t truly see anything that comes into my field of viewing, thus there is an absence of vision. Nothing is out there. The absence of all things material can and do not mean anything. I must embrace this in order to obtain True Perception, Christ Vision, so I can see. All of which I believe I see inhibits true sight from occurring. I will release all blocks to seeing by accepting that what I think I see is devoid of meaning. I do this so that I will be able to see truth, only truth, and be present to that of which is instead of seeking meaning in illusions and figments of my projected fantasies coming from the small ego-ahamkar mind that try to convince me of their reality, when in truth they are made up and come from oblivion.

 

DAY 2
‘I have projected all subjective-relative (mayic filtered) perceived meaning onto everything that my eyes and visual cortex see. The physical world in itself doesn’t mean anything, certainly not what my personal ego (ahamkar), nor sense impression recorder mind (manas), have told me it does. Vibrations of thought projection that came from my subjective, separative mind distort the fact that everything is neutral and has no meaning just because it is in an apparent materialized and manifested state. Through my neutral, infinite, superconscious (intuitive) and discerning (buddhi) mind, I retract my thought projections and their impressions from the objects around me that come from the blind sense mind (manas) and individualized ego (ahamkar). This is my second conscious step in allowing things to be as they are, thought and energy that has materialized due to my quantum interaction with that of which I observe. Finally, I begin the distortion correction process through detachment from all assigned meaning to things in the world I see. ’

 

Why do I judge what I think I see? I judge and interpret and call this seeing when it is not. Nor is it the Christed Vision coming from the Identity which I share with all of the Divine’s Sons and Daughters. If it is not True Vision, it must be a phantasm, an avidya-illusion, a false reality. This is due to the fact that my judgmental assertions and interpretations come from fear, lack, misperception, and blindness that distorts True Sight with regards to what is actually real. Today, I commit to seeing the distortions that come from judging, because in all actuality, I want to see things as they are, as the Divine Father-Mother intended them to be. I have tried to attack myself by judging and labeling and have only caused harm by doing so. In no way, whatsoever, do I want to look out trough the eyes of judgment on what is totally neutral and inherently pure, holy, and innocent.

 

DAY 3
I do not comprehend any of the things that my eyes and visual cortex see nor what my personal ego (ahamkar), nor sense impression recorder mind (manas), has told me these things are. Vibrations of thought projection that came from my subjective, separative mind distort my understanding and full knowledge of what surrounds me in their apparent materialized and manifested state. Through my neutral, infinite, superconscious (intuitive) and discerning (buddhi) mind, I retract my thought projections, their impressions, and the strong obsessive fixations that drive me to project meaning onto these things, where there is none. This delusive need leads me into a web of confusion about what I think I see and its relevance to my life motion picture that I am creating at a given moment, either through my God-like Universal Intelligence or instinctual demonic egoic-subconscious beast mind polarity.

 

There is no way I can understand what my eyes think they see, when I have projected the shadow and dense cloud of judgment onto everything they perceive. When I do this, I am using my eyes and ego-ahamkar to project miscreations of thought waves, coming from vritti-fluctuations in my brain. There is no way I can understand what is filtered through my eyes to the visual cortex in my brain, due to the fact that it can’t be comprehended, for what I look upon is not real. I will not waste my time trying to comprehend it. Through volition and the conscious use of will power, I release my judgments and unchain my mind from them so I can look upon what has been made manifest, know what it is, and thereby love it. Willingness is the key to unlock the prison of my split mind so only love emanates from me. Seeing without veils cast in front of my eyes, I clear the cob webs in the cellar of my mind and make a better choice. One for Love and Realization of Truth.

 

DAY 4
The thoughts I think with my separative, split, and fearful mind do not mean what the ego (ahamkar) tells me they do. Neither do the objects that surround me that I see with my eyes and visual cortex.

When I attempt to think and miscreate without being in communion with the Father-Mother, my thoughts that become forms are devoid of meaning. The thoughts with which I identify and call “mine” are phantasms and hallucinations. My True and Untainted Thoughts are those that are being extended with and from the Divine, Causal-Ideational Mind. The reason that I am not currently in a state of Realization, knowing that this is true is because my privatized thought waves have attempted to replace the mutually extended Thoughts I share with my Supernal Parents, the Primal Cause of everything Real and True. I use my will power once again, and the spirit of openness to truly see that my privatized thoughts mean nothing at all, and so I release and dissolve them, removing any perceived power I thought they had over me or anyone else. Holy Spirit Mother, I seek discernment and guidance now. I surrender my private thoughts and ask you to undo them, for I no longer want them to replace our mutual Thoughts. My privatized thoughts have no meaning at all, but using Thought for the purpose of creation or the act of extension happens with ease through my communion and awareness of my oneness with Divinity. This is my only goal today and everyday.

 

 

DAY 5
When I am upset, it is because my subconscious, subjective mind fragments misinterpret reality and are intruding upon Radical Right Perception, thus creating rifts and whirlpools of brain activity leading to massive hallucinations and projections out onto the world. The emotionally charged distortions are part of the reactive process gone haywire in the flow of my astral, spinal currents, spiraling down into misery of my own making.

 

I am never upset, nor agitated, anxious, or angry for the perceived reasons I think I should and can be disturbed because I am constantly applying effort to defend and protect my privatized thought waves. Why do I try so hard to give them justification through what my ego-ahamkar calls truth? When I take a step back, I can see that I demonize all things so I can try to validate my rage and thereby defend my use of mental, emotional, or physical violence. I pray for Realization, so that I can see the degree to which I have distorted the purpose of everything I have perceived through my ego-ahamkar by defining what I think those things are for. The only reason I have put so much time and energy into defending my distorted, dark emotions that stem from fear is because I ultimately wanted to keep my private false-self in bondage and chained to hallucinations. I consciously release my reactivity and all the misery I have miscreated from the depths of my subconscious mind-field. Mother Kundalini, Holy Spirit Fire, rise up, so that I may ascend out of the dungeon of psychological, emotional, neurological, and biological disturbance into the Bliss of acceptance, found in Pure Spirit and Light.

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)