A BURNING LOVE THAT IS BURIED

Deep beneath the surface of the conscious mind, lies buried, a burning love for the Divine’s embrace and the memory of His (& Hers) Love for us. I won’t get into the various theories about levels of the mind, but we need to penetrate that deep layer in our subconscious, which is at the collective level, beneath even, the archetypes (ruling idea energies identified by Swiss Psychiatrist Carl Jung) that we share in common. That level is the level of miracle-mindedness as is emphasized in the Complete and Annotated Edition of A Course in Miracles, early on.

Why would the deepest layer of the mind contain the real ‘gold’ of wholeness, oneness, and the memory of communion and union with the Divine? Because, we dissociated, or blocked out the memory of perfect oneness and union with Perfect, Infinite Love. Long ago, when we made the decision that if we could not receive special favor from the Father/Mother Source and be elevated above our fellow Sons and Daughters of our Supernal Parents, that we would reject the purity and holiness of non-discriminating love, we ‘rejected’ our Creator and tried to project outward into nothingness, a world where we thought we could try to be our own father. This is when the ego was created. Then through more projection and the illusion of fracturing what we had known as ‘reality’, a big bang of consciousness occurred. And thence started into motion, the making of worlds, not just our own. We thought we had accomplished a great feat by causing a rift in our minds, a split where we could ‘make’ (not create, for true creation only takes place in Heaven) a new reality. But we immediately felt guilt over trying to separate from the Divine out of a fear of being punished for this supposed crime of trying to become our own god. This guilt is what fueled the dissociation, where we tried to forget our true nature and the blissful reality of being in communion with the Divine.

That is just a brief description of what the act of separation (which never really happened) looked like and how we came to bury our memory of both our burning love for God and His for us. Out of His Love for us, at the moment when the ‘big bang’ occurred and the making of an alternate reality was set in motion, He had a plan, which A Course In Miracles calls the Atonement, or the correction process. It was then that He planted the memory of Him, His Love, and our oneness with Him in our minds. That memory, that Voice, that Advocate, that Comforter was the Holy Spirit, the answer to the dissociation and forgetting due to the massive block created by guilt in our split minds.

God never left us, and we in truth never left God. We just blocked out His memory in our minds. And this led to massive suffering and denial on our part. But still we yearned for a father figure to be in union with and to serve. We chose the ‘ego’ as our father, but the ego could never fill the space in our minds and hearts reserved only for the Divine Father. And so we search, we yearn, we strive, we go on the defensive, and we attack ourselves and others, trying to find what we think we lost. Our true Treasure. We compete out of hate for others, for what we in our split minds, think only we are entitled to. That special favor from God, the thought that started the whole process of separation in motion.

Now we need miracles to correct the thought process that induced our massive denial of that intense and burning love we really long for (and fear) and that is the true motive behind all our actions, many times, however, masked by attack, blame, and hate. Why would we do this to ourselves? It’s a mystery. But it only took one ‘tiny tick of time’. And so we seem to be in exile, trying to journey back to the place we never left, our Home in Heaven. That journey can be sped up by accepting the Atonement, the correction for our misperceptions and errors, by practicing forgiveness, releasing guilt, and choosing love over fear.

Sometimes all we need to do, is to still our minds, pause, and take a step back to receive the guidance we need to change how we see things. If we took the time to go to peace, and to truly listen for God’s Voice (The Holy Spirit in our minds), we would begin to break through the barriers that stand in the way to the remembrance of that Primal Love which we buried in our subconscious, the very love that we are afraid of. It is time to knock down the walls and remove the masks to this precious gift.

 

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 39

DAY 39

 

My wholeness, my sanctity, my state of Samadhi-Oneness, my experience of Yoga-Union and Communion with God Mind, Father-Mother are my freedom, and my final moksha-kaivalya-liberation in this lifetime and beyond into Eternity where I rest, unbroken. Loved. Far beyond crippling fear and guilt.

 

Love illumines and empowers while guilt calibrates at an extremely low calibration of consciousness, a negative magnetism, a hellish vibration and tamasic-darkening inertia. It weighs me down when I am in its grip. The opposite of guilt is the Bliss of Heaven.

 

I am a savior, one who liberates people from the grip of karmic bondage and from the cycle of birth, death, and rebirth. Since I am whole, sanctified, at one with God Mind, being in communion with that very Father-Mother Awareness, I am free and capable of freeing others.

 

My freedom, my liberation is vital to the world’s freedom and liberation. My wholeness, sanctity, at-one-ment with Divinity in its Allness, my communion and union with my Source frees me from the dark dungeon of guilt, raises me up out of the tomb and restores me to the God Womb where the eternal Christ in me is born Eternally. Becoming free from this prison of self-inflicted torment, is the termination of the hell I made from trying to hide from the Divine. I created this world to escape the wrath of God I feared I would be the victim of and I wrestle with guilt because of it.

 

My wholeness is what conquers every tribulation and struggle. Ultimately suffering of any kind is guilt induced at the root source. That primal guilt can be overcome. As can all trance-induced scripts of my subconscious programming ingrained by the ego-ahamkar. I need but acknowledge my sanctity and Eternal State of Oneness with God Divine. Triumphing over guilt is having victory over the hell of our own making. My wholeness liberates the world and me simultaneously. I cannot be deprived of anything that comes from wholeness. Divine Mind, Father-Mother does not know of my brokenness. He/She sees only One Singularity, One Whole Relationship.

 

Five minute contemplations are recommended for today, centering my prayer on today’s mantra. I will also frequently take time out of the day to recite the mantra with repetition. I will close the door to my inner room and scan my mind for thoughts that lack love, in any form they seem to take, whether inner turmoil, despair, depression, anger, ruminations of fear, thoughts of worry, or inclinations to attack, thoughts of inferiority, etc. However they manifest, they are fear-induced. It is from primal fear that I must be liberated in order to experience Bliss Eternal.

 

Today, I will bless all events and personalities I associate with fear-based thinking. In order to attain a liberated state of mind, I must see these events and personalities from a different perspective. I commit to slowly scan my mind for all thoughts that keep me from feeling truly free of pain, guilt, and suffering. I will apply today’s idea in a like manner:

 

“My fearful thoughts about ________ have caused me to descend into hell. My wholeness, my sanctity, my state of Samadhi-Oneness, my experience of Yoga-Union and Communion with God Mind, Father-Mother are my freedom, and my final moksha-kaivalya-liberation in this lifetime and beyond into Eternity where I rest, unbroken.”

 

Dharana concentration is a must. And I will strive to concentrate. I will end my contemplations repeating the original mantra and then add:

 

“If guilt and fear, stemming from separation are hell, what stands opposite to it?”
I will recite today’s mantra in shorter periods of time as well, multiple times an hour, asking this very question. If I am tempted to think in limiting terms, I will also say:

 

“My wholeness is the liberating power from guilt and fear. It terminates it. It dissolves it. I remain unbroken. Whole. One. Sanctified. Perfectly created. I can liberate my life and shift my thinking to a Love-Based perspective.”

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 36

DAY 36

 

My wholeness, my Oneness, my sanctity, my experience of yoga-union and Communion with God Mind, Father-Mother, encompasses, surrounds, and blesses everything I perceive.

 

I am whole, because the Divine Mind is whole, holy, and I am innocent, whole, holy and One with His/Her Mind and Awareness. Sin means lack of love. I came from Infinite Love and Holiness, so I am Love and Holiness. Therefore, the Real me, my True Self is without sin. This is an idea I must embrace to fully accept my wholeness, my Oneness. I am not really broken and shattered and in bondage. I only appear to be through the limited individual body’s eyes created by the ego-ahamkar. Though I came into this life with samskara-tendencies from past life experiences which effect how I think and act in unconscious and subconscious ways, my True Self is beyond these tendencies and limitations and can only be Whole and Innocent. My sinlessness determines what I perceive and see, truly, and in all actuality. My true Vision is in accordance with Father-Mother’s Wholeness, not to my individual ego-ahamkar, and therefore not my body. Radical Right Perception and Realization comes from my wholeness in the Divine Immortal.

 

 

Today, I Realize that I am in total Communion with God the Father-Mother, with Supreme Spirit, the Infinite Brahman beyond all concepts and images conjured up in the ego-mind that tries to comprehend the Ineffable but Knowable Source from which I came.

 

I will contemplate today’s idea for three-to-five minute meditations several times throughout the course of the day. First, I will begin with eyes closed and repeat the mantra for today with care and focus. Then I vow to open my eyes and say in reference to what my body’s eyes are drawn to:

 

 

My wholeness, my Oneness, my sanctity, my experience of yoga-union and Communion with God Mind, Father-Mother, encompasses, surrounds, and blesses this __________. Today I rest in objectivity and let the Cosmic Vibratory Memory of God in my mind, the Holy Spirit Mother Kundalini show me only wholeness and Oneness.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

 

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 35

DAY 35

 

My mind is a part in the one holographic whole Mind of Brahman, the Father-Mother, the Dao, The Supreme Immortal, Undying, Unified Field of Divine Allness. My mind is whole and in Oneness with this Divine Mind.

 

Seeming to be in this world, my individual mind finds this hard to believe, as I appear to be bound to duality, to delusion, to a macabre of dancing shadow images that keep me prisoner to lack, victimhood, despair, anxiety, depression, and other forms of sickness, suffering, and indifference. My individual mind believes I am in this world because I do not believe my True Self Mind is One with God and Whole, rather that it is fragmented stemming from division.

 
Jeshua says that I will believe that I am part of where I think I am and that this is so because I surround myself with the environment I want, protecting the image made by the egoic-ahamkar principle. I tend to believe that I am in the world at the mercy of the images I made. But True Sight is not found through projecting and image making. This is the opposite of discrimination through Christhood Vision. Images are masks, prison doors, chains that bind. They do not see.

 
Today, in three five-minute sittings, I will consider a completely transformed concept of Self. My Source, Brahman Immortal, the Father-Mother Principle is what fortifies my True Identity and tells me who I really am. The focus of today’s contemplation is to meditate on myself as a True Seer or Self-Realized Perceiver, rather than on what I think I see or perceive with the body’s eyes and take in with the body’s manas blind sense-mind, the ego’s searchlights. It is my aim to scan the mind, with eyes closed searching for the various definitions I use to develop my individual self-image. It is pertinent that I include all attributes rooted in the individual self-image constructed by the egoic-ahamkar, whether I find them likable or the opposite, steeped in ideas of grandiosity or in self-belittlement. All the ideas about myself that my individual mind has invented are the same and have no basis in reality, though my thoughts have effects on what I perceive.

 
I vow not to get caught up on the negative perceptions I have of myself, though this will be a temptation and I will accept that some inflating ideas about who I think I am may cross my mind as I near the end of the mind searching. These are mere fantasies and that is all. They are not real.

 
One way to approach the mind searching is to say:

 

I see myself as sick. I see myself as insane. I see myself as a complete failure. I see myself at the mercy of a violent and deranged world. I see myself as a victim of outer circumstances. I see myself as moral. I see myself as right. I see myself as deprived. I see myself as proud. I see myself as successful.

 

After letting these beliefs pass by, recognizing the descriptive terms that relate to reactions I may have about them, I will affirm in my mind the Truth, after each illusion naming each illusion:

 

But my mind is a part in the one holographic whole Mind of Brahman, the Father-Mother, the Dao, The Supreme Immortal, Undying, Unified Field of Divine Allness. My mind is whole and in Oneness with this Divine Mind.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 34

DAY 34
It is my choice whether I see shanti (peace) in a state of calmness or through chaos, distress, restlessness, or any form of perceived mental or physical agony, and so I choose shanti-peace instead.

 
Today’s premise states that there is always another way of looking at things I think I see, whether in my mind, or in the projected external world. Shanti-Peace has everything to do with my internal state. Is it in equilibrium or even-mindedness or is it in a state of internal havoc and mayhem? This is the question I must ask. If my mind is at peace, then such an interpretation of the world arises as well.

 
Since God is in my mind and shanti-peace comes from God Mind, this Loving Source must bring peace to my mind. It is not something I have to strive for. I need but be present to it. Aware of it. Overcome by it. Today I am taking steps to continue to remove blocks to the awareness of Love. I stand as an observer, outside of dis-ease, distress, chaos, and mental agony of all kinds. It is up to me, rather, I can choose the way I will see today.

 
Today I come to the realization that the state of shanti-peace doesn’t start outside me. It begins internally. This is the ultimate recognition in my ongoing awakening. Shanti paves the way for joy and for bliss to enter into my mind field. I choose, now to be One with the Unified Field of God Mind, that infinite reservoir and ocean of bliss. In the temple of silence and in the temple of Bliss, I reign supreme, in at-one-ment with the ocean of Wholeness and Completeness. I am much more than an individual mind-wave in the ocean of Fullness. Shanti-peace, which brings the rising tide of Joy Supreme and Bliss Unending is not only possible, but a necessity if I am to see things as they truly are. Neutral and holy. I choose to perceive shanti-peace, so that all things appear to shine with the Light of Samadhi-Oneness and reside in God Communion and Yoga-Union. The awareness and Divine Realization of Paradise is God Mind’s gift to me. I openly accept it and maximize its derived benefits in having a whole new perspective on what I see inside and outside of my mind.

 
Today I will engage in three longer contemplative sittings. One in the morning and evening and at any point throughout the day. I will do this with eyes closed. I will search the mind for fearful thoughts, anxious ruminations, personalities that seem to offend me or events I think cause me distress. I will say the following slowly and calmly:

 
‘It is my choice whether I see shanti (peace) in a state of calmness in this situation or I can see through chaos, distress, restlessness, or any form of perceived mental or physical agony, and so I choose shanti-peace instead. I can replace my fluctuating feelings and emotions of depression, anxiety, endless rumination and worry {or my thoughts about this occurrence, happening, personality I am clashing with or this event} with shanti-peace.’

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)