CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY # 64

DAY 64

I will remember my purpose here in this dream world, in a seeming physical body, surrounded by what seems to be form in action. I will remember to forgive all people and all apparent happenings, thereby extending the Creation, Communication, and Love of God that still resides in Paradise Oneness.

 

I will not wander in the desert wilderness of temptations. Nor will I fail the test that the ego-ahamkar places upon me, trying to challenge my faith in the ability to offer miracles of forgiveness and thereby, the correction of the Atonement or At-One-Ment.

 

The world challenges me with opposition, trying to cloud my one true purpose, trying to get me to forget the joy that forgiving brings. The ego-ahamkar tempts me to materialize moment after moment and call this appearance the Son/Daughter of God-Mind Presence, when it is not. The Son/Daughter of God is eternal and only assumes appearances in form that are fleeting. The physical body’s eyes simply look upon what doesn’t last.

 

The physical body’s eyes seem to see, but this is not sight. This is seeing masked behind temptation. Taking on a physical and material body was a temptation that arose out of a field of all possibilities and potential. I fell into matter. I chose this incarnation to work out and dissolve karma, born with samskaric-tendency impulses brought from past incarnations.

 

The Divine Mother, the Holy Spirit, Kundalini Fire and Desire Energy at the center of my True Being has an important purpose. To use avidya-illusions, the temptations to make form seem real and to turn the tables on them. To forgive them. The ego-ahamkar tries to convince me I have sinned, acting as an inner “accuser”, a “critic”, a voice of condemnation. The Holy Spirit lets me look upon what the ego-ahamkar calls sin and merely dissolves and undoes what never was in actuality. It looks on my would be sins and calls them mistakes to correct. To forgive. To release.

 

Looking back at the previous few lessons, my purpose while here on earth or in any other dimension I appear to be in is to be the Light, Liberation, and Love that shines away all darkness.  This purpose was an innate gift and responsibility from God Mind Presence. The ego-ahamkar is inflated by nature and would have me doubt this purpose, which is to forgive and bless. By fearing the ego-ahamkar, trying to make it real, I sometimes doubt my ability to extend love, offer miracles of forgiveness, and bring Liberation to the world. I can join in the effort with other messiahs by offering miracles of forgiveness to bring true and lasting freedom to this world, to help aid in the release from avidya-illusions of others and the ones I am responsible for, thereby taking the attraction of the manas-sense mind’s temptations to believe in what is false. Every mind and I are the Sons/Daughters of God, the one creation only appearing to be many.

 

I will remind myself to forgive, be the Light, to Love, and to Liberate in the morning, at night and all throughout the day. For everything I decide, I will make the pre-decision to offer miracles of forgiveness. My decision has the power to bring me bliss, santosha-contentment, or suffering. The decision is simple. I know what I need to do. I will not be deceived by the forms decisions seem to take, discerning, rather their intentions. I have but one choice. To choose in favor of form or in the truth that lies beyond form.

 

Today, I affirm these thoughts:

 

“I will remember my purpose here in this dream world, in a seeming physical body, surrounded by what seems to be form in action. I will remember to forgive all people and all apparent happenings, thereby extending the Creation, Communication, and Love of God that still resides in Paradise Oneness. I will refrain from replacing what I think is my purpose for God’s. I want to be supremely content.”

 

For one sitting, I will devote fifteen minutes with eyes closed, shutting out the external world, to contemplating this very idea. I trust that relevant thoughts will support me and my efforts to integrate the core meaning of this affirmation.

 

I will also commit to two shorter sittings, sometimes closing my eyes, and sometimes leaving them open, concentrating on thoughts that relate to the affirmation of truth. When I have my eyes open, I will say:

 

“This is the world that I am to Liberate, Love, and forgive. I see only sinlessness. I, therefore awaken to the truth of my being.”  

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CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 49

DAY 49

If I but listen, and I be but still, quiet, and in a state of conscious mental rest, I will hear God Presence’s Voice and guidance which speaks to me throughout my entire day, every day, all the time as a manifestation of the One Reality of Cosmic Yoga-Union.

 

Today the static, loud, white noise, and ego chatter will subside, if I but let it and I will hear the One Voice for God the Holy Spirit Intelligent Vibratory Power, the Voice that never stops speaking to me. God’s Voice is an endless stream of Awareness and Love that gives me the gifts of peace, joy, and calmness, if I but listen, if I but stop the monkey mind from distracting me.

 

The Love of God Presence, of Brahman Immortal, of Father-Mother God is in constant contact with me, communicating the ultimate Reality of happiness, joy, ananda-bliss, and peace that is available, always. My ego-ahamkar attempts to the extent of threatening suffering and death that will be the consequences of not listening to it. The ego-mind tries to convince me that it is more important to pay attention to, a voice that in truth makes empty promises and speaks to me of a world governed by separation and confusion. What I seek is Yoga-Union with Divinity and my brothers and sisters, Perfect Awareness of Samadhi-Oneness.

 

In calmness, stillness, and absence from all forms of restlessness, I hear the the Holy Spirit, Divinity’s Voice within. This voice speaks calmly and never forcefully against my individual mind’s will. This other more destructive thought system that I tend to listen to is, as Jeshua (Jesus) describes it “frantic and distraught” and “without reality of any kind”. Today, I commit to calmness which brings true freedom, kaivalya-liberation, and to being completely unshackled in my ability to hear only Love.

 

I will center on today’s mantra prayer four different times for five minutes at a time. My goal is to hear and Realize that God Presence is reminding me of who He/She is and validating my True Self, Christ and Atman Self. I confidently embrace this thought of wholeness and wellness, and affirm that I am uniting with Divinity’s Will. The Divine desires more than anything, that I hear His/Her Voice, for it was given to me to be deciphered and heard.

 

I will go into deep silence and stillness. I will find the zero point of Infinity, completely opening my mind. I release all the haunting ghost images and afflicted thoughts that conceal my real thoughts and hinder my phone line to God Mind. I bypass the insane world, go beyond and transcend my riotous and frantic vritti-fluctuation of thought waves. I further affirm, that this world is not my home. By listening and opening to Divine Mind, I am seeking to reconnect to my True Home in Heavenly Oneness. This place welcomes me always, empowering me with the Current and Life Force of God flowing through me.

 

I will recite today’s mantra frequently, with eyes open when necessary, but closing them whenever possible. I will remember that by turning inward away from the external world perceived by the manas-blind-sense-mind, that I am praying for God Presence to speak directly to me. I tune out the flock of thoughts that crowd my individual mind and try to block me from hearing from the Holy Spirit who is speaking for God Presence in every moment of every day, all the time, outside of time. The voice for God will reveal the Light of God, the Altar of God Essence, and connect me with Christ Mind.

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 48

DAY 48

I am fearless. I fear no one, no thing, no thought, or any outside force. I am safe. I am free. I cannot be threatened or harmed by anything, nor any avidya-illusion created by mayaic-delusion and duality coming from the split, individual ego-ahamkar mind.

 

Fear is not real. A state of hypnosis, a spell whose power I need to awaken from. In Oneness with Love, I am free from fear and can recognize, name, and dissolve all avidya-illusions from having any terror inducing effects on me. When I want avidya-illusions to be true, the affliction of fear is hard to decipher from Love. But Love is all there is. Love is All-Consuming. I seek mastery through Love.

 

When I am in fear, stuck in the dream drama my individual mind has made, I am relying on my own strength instead of the Power and Fullness of strength found in God Mind Presence and this is a call for Love. Today, as I allow the awareness in that there is no one, no thing, no thought, or any outside force I should fear, I am remembering my True Nature, True Strength, my True Self, Christ and Atman-Self in Union with the Divine Mind. When I am in Yoga-Union with God, remembering my True Source of strength, I cannot be weak. The instant I remember Primordial Samadhi-Oneness with God Presence, Love Unending, I bind the grip of fear and it’s negative vibratory effects are dissolved and the chains of bondage to it are broken and shattered.

 

Today, I will contemplate the affirmation frequently, mindfully, in short intervals with my eyes open. However, when I have the time and a place to do it, I will close my eyes and chant the affirmation mantra several times, slowly. I take all temptations to be in fear to the Cosmic Vibratory Memory of God in my mind, the Holy Spirit. I choose to remember the Love of Heaven now, and release the magnetic pull of my self-created hell of terror and mental affliction caused by my attachment to fear.

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 47

DAY 47
In this moment, and in every moment of the Holy Instant of Now, I will give my complete trust to the Power, Glory, and Almighty strength of God Mind Presence, the Father-Mother, my Supernal Parent.

 

I realize in my deepest Divine Inborn Potential that I should trust only in the Divine Allness, my Source gives me true strength. I also acknowledge that by trusting in my own strength alone, I will provoke anxiety, terror, and fear inside my individual mind. I need to examine what I have control over and what I don’t. I also need to recognize truly, what I can rely on and what I can’t. I must be aware of the entirety of any given problem, and find positive resolution of them. I must accept and acknowledge the right answer to any problem and trust that the best outcome will be guaranteed.

 

All these things I will not be able to do on my own abilities alone. To trust in my own ability alone, is to put my trust in illusory inertia, that would pull me down into the quicksand of fear, despair, outrage, mental agony, and sadness. I will not be able to feel safe from all harm and perceived potential danger if I put my faith in my weaknesses.

 

God Presence is the Tree of Life and is a safe haven where I am protected from all possible perceived threats. If I let it be so, His/Her Voice will speak on my behalf instructing me and guiding me to do exactly what is necessary for perfect joy, peace, and the safety that allows these mind states. The Cosmic Vibratory Memory of God in my mind, the Holy Spirit Mother Intelligent Intuitive Guide speaks for God Presence and this voice is one I can trust.

 

Today, I go above and beyond what I think makes me weak to that True Source of strength found in God Mind Presence. Four five-minute contemplative sittings are what I commit to today, in addition to even longer ones when I can. With eyes closed, I will repeat today’s mantra affirmation, and take a minute to search my mind for anything that may be driven by fear. I will simply dismiss each by saying:

 

“In this moment, and in every moment of the Holy Instant of Now, I will give my complete trust to the Power, Glory, and Almighty strength of God Mind Presence, the Father-Mother, my Supernal Parent.”

 

I want to overcome all feelings of inadequacy, where I feel I cannot deal with challenges that arise in my life here on this journey of awakening, the unfolding awareness that I never left the Presence of the Divine. I transcend all concerns and doubts I have about effectively dealing with challenges that cause me to question my abilities. I want to gain confidence, but that will not happen by relying on my own abilities and will alone. True success in dealing with any challenge that arises comes from God Mind Presence.

 

Coming to terms with and facing the fact that I am prone to weakness is required of me in order to re-calibrate my mistakes into triumphant victories over the false self. I am entitled to a confident aura. True confidence will come when I recognize that my true strength lies in God Presence, Brahman, Father-Mother alone.

 

Towards the end of my chanting or contemplation, I will attempt to connect with feelings of true security and safety, to tap into my muladhara root chakra energy at a balanced level. When I attain a deep state of peace, even for a brief amount of time, security and safety will become a conscious awareness. I will let go of all egoic chatter and vritti-fluctuations of my mind at the surface and dive deep into the oceanic fullness of the Kingdom of Heaven. Inside me sacred shanti-peace dwells. Within lies a strength that makes all things possible. This is where God Presence lives and is made manifest.

 

Today, I will repeat the idea frequently. I can use it to respond to any distress, disease, or mental disturbance. I affirm that I am entitled to shanti-peace due to putting my entire trust into the power, magnitude, and strength of the Divine. I have nothing to fear, for I am safe and empowered by this strength, the Source of which I am in Samadhi-Oneness and Yoga-Union with.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)