CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 41

DAY 41

 

The Father-Mother, Divine Guiding Light, Universal Spirit leads me and accompanies me on this journey, this exile, through the wilderness of the world, every step of the way, as I seek the Inner Promised Land of sweetness, milk and honey wholeness.

 

 

My intuitive fiery guide has never left me, even after I attempted to rebel and remove myself from the loving embrace of God Divine, the moment I tried to usurp His/Her power by choosing to be my own God apart and separate from that One Source of Inspiration.

 

 

I have no reason to feel lonely anymore. In truth, I have not been abandoned though I tried to abandon Father-Mother. This discernment and mental discrimination about what is truly real will allow me to triumph over all feelings of isolation, alienation, and abandonment. I have been depressed because of my decision to separate. It is the effect of that terrible choice. With depression comes all anxious, worrisome, helpless, miserable, fearful thoughts and all forms of perceived suffering. It is time to dissolve this accumulated karma, so I don’t have to continue to reap the negative effects of what I have sown.

 

 

In trying to be separate, I have concocted many supposed remedies for what I believe to be the insanity of the world I see. However, one thing I have not done is to call into question the reality of the perceived problem of there being a mental asylum ‘out there’ that I am subject to. There is no need to cure insanity and mental affliction, the effects of egoic-ahamkar separation because the perceived problem is not real. Today’s mental exercise has the ability to end all folly permanently. It is folly, though appearing to be quite concerning.

 

 

Within the nucleus of who I really am is the perfection of Oneness eager to shine forth as Great Rays of Truth out into the world I see through the manas-sense-mind eyes. This perfection and light will be the healing agent of all mental agony, perceived pain, the battle with fear, and any perception of loss. This truth-reality will align my mind with Reality, showing me that the suffering is not real and I cannot be harmed in any way as I am in Samadhi-Oneness, in God Communion and Yoga-Union with the Infinite.

 

 

My perfect wholeness is never taken from me, because its Divine Origin, the Source from which it came, is with me always, in all ways, everywhere I go. Endless Joy is my real experience making suffering impossible. My mind is still and at peace, because no matter where I appear to be, even stuck in the space-time continuum filled with forms and fearful images, Divinity is near and within, wherever I appear to be.

 

 

I must not believe this Truth, because it is hidden in the subconscious depths, behind the pits of despair and beneath the density of tamasic-darkening inertia, the matterward pull and afflicted thoughts which obscure me from seeing through Christed Vision. Today is about treading through the darkness, and shining a light out into the clouds that deter me from seeing and knowing that Divinity goes with me everywhere all of the time.

 

 

Today, I commit to one long practice period, first thing in the morning, when I arise, sitting in contemplation for three to five minutes closing the curtains of my body’s eyes from everything that appears to be external to my mind. First, I will repeat the idea slowly and make no concerted effort to think of anything at all. My goal is to simply turn away from the outside world, and close the door to my inner room, the Upper Room where Higher Awareness resides. I will pierce the veil to my inner tabernacle, penetrating the depths of my True Mind, ignoring thoughts that may try to invade and distract me.

 

 

At times throughout the day, I will repeat the mantra for today. But the true goal, is to go deep within and detach myself from all the troubling thoughts that are attached to the world I see. I will leave the appearances of forms, instead seeking the Ineffable Reality of All that Is, as it is, in the Heavenly Cosmos I never left now.

 

 

I can attain God Communion now and in every Holy Instant. It is natural to do so. The way to Bliss, Joy, and santosha-contentment will show itself, and I will become consciously aware of being One, in Samadhi with God Divine, by surrendering my entire attention to the inner layers of my being.

 

 

Throughout the day, I will chant today’s mantra often, with slow repetitions, closing my eyes whenever possible and I will contemplate what the word vibrations mean and how they feel in my metaphysical energy body. I will allow Kundalini Desire Energy to rise and expand my awareness of the wholeness and sanctity that complete me. It is time that I begin to laugh at all my fearful insinuations, and remember the Father-Mother, Divine Guiding Light, Universal Spirit leads me and accompanies me on this journey, this exile, through the wilderness of the world, every step of the way, as I seek the Inner Promised Land of sweetness, milk and honey wholeness.

 

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 37

 

DAY 37
My wholeness, my sanctity, my state of Samadhi-Oneness, my experience of yoga-union and Communion with God Mind, Father-Mother, blesses the world that the collective ego and my individual mind has created in which to learn, grow, awaken, and dissolve past accumulated karma.

 

These are the reasons I am here on this earth plane, seeming to be in the space-time continuum, moving about, deciding, choosing, acting, breathing, and ministering in the name of Spirit Immortal. It is my highest duty and dharma to look upon the illusory-avidya world through the lens of my own wholeness, sanctity, and state of perfect Samadhi-Oneness, yoga-union, and Communion with the Divine Indwelling God Mind. Everyone gains a blessing from this Reality, that I am an agent of change, an instrument in the liberation of the world, a Messiah-Savior with a unified purpose with the entire Son and Daughtership, who share this calling and joint responsibility. Every mind that has the experience of being in the physical sheath, the anna maya kosha, receives beneficial magnetic vibrations, felt in the astral, metaphysical energy body that powers the vehicle of bodies made manifest by thought and belief. The Son and Daughtership and I are blessing vessels due to our Divine inborn nature, inherent in the Paradise State of Creation at which we exist eternally.

 

No reparation for the the result of separation is demanded of me, but I am merely called to unveil what lies hidden behind the blinders that my individual egoic-ahamkar mind has chosen to see from – the Truth and Realization that there is another way of seeing what seems to be outside of me. I don’t have to pay for the ‘fall’ into bodies from the outward light emanating energy coming from the center of the God Matrix. I materialized by choice, but am not being asked to sacrifice anything as payment for choosing to become a physical body. My wholeness and sanctity blesses everyone freely and demands nothing of them either.

 

 

My wholeness, my sanctity, my state of Samadhi-Oneness, my experience of yoga-union and Communion with God Mind, the Father-Mother is the loving, prime ingredient in the recipe for the True Feast of glory where everyone experiences moksha-liberation from the world, from the cycle and manifestation of life, death and rebirth. I am one of many messiahs in potential. I need do nothing. Just change the way I see the world through quiet acknowledgment of it’s innate goodness, despite its flaws. I bless through Christed Vision. I save through Radical Right Sight.

 

 

My four contemplative sittings of three to five minutes of consideration will begin with repeating today’s main mantra, to be followed by a minute of searching around me, applying the idea to what comes into my field of vision, in a manner like so:

 

“My wholeness, my sanctity, my state of Samadhi-Oneness, my experience of yoga-union and Communion with God Mind, the Father-Mother blesses this house, this property, this body.”

 

Then I vow to close my eyes and apply the idea to the countenance of whomever comes into my mind, by applying their name and verbally uttering:

 

“My wholeness, my sanctity, my state of Samadhi-Oneness, my experience of yoga-union and Communion with God Mind, the Father-Mother blesses you, {name}.”

 

I do this because I see the same truth that is in me, in all of Divinity’s Sons and Daughters. I do this to pass along love, light, and peace to all, seeing them as they really are inherently. Good, Christed, whole, and sanctified. I am blessed and am One with everything I see. Aum. Peace. Shanti. Amen.

 

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 32

DAY 32
The world I have come to know and recognize as being out there is my own manifestation. God Mind had nothing to do with it’s seeming existence. I am beginning to grasp the Law of Karma, of cause and effect, that what I sow, I will reap. I can’t be at the mercy of the world that appears to be outside of me, because it is a manifestation of my own subconscious, subterranean thought vibrations that are dense and tamasic (darkening).

 

I must want to escape in the world I perceive, to hide from the Father-Mother, to experience the delusion of duality, of opposites, or extremes, because I keep seeming to have experiences there instead of in Paradise Oneness where I still reside, though I am unaware of the True Presence of being there. The world is the effect of my ego-rebellion against the Father-Mother Awareness. It is an individual, self-created hell that seems to be filled with pain, suffering, dissatisfaction, destruction, sickness, and disappointment. These things, these struggles of what I call everyday life can be transcended through Divine Realization of my Christed Nature. To see that I am the Atman Self at One with the Infinite Manifestation of Spirit or Brahman, the Father-Mother Beingness.
I am responsible for what I see, hear, and experience out in this wilderness desert where mirages of the split mind come to play out dramas, comedies, tragedies, transient romances, and horror films in my head. Because of the first split introduced by the separate mind, that of consciousness, there appears to be a subject-object relationship operating in what shows up as an outside world. Instead of Primordial Oneness there is the little me, the perceiver and what I perceive or project outwards. I want a whole new way of seeing. Christed Vision is my goal today. To look upon a world and forgive it and let it’s seemingly dense veil disappear and dissolve into the One Light of Love that created me and gave me the very creative ability that allows me to manifest a universe that is not there and thus is not real. This classroom called earth-school is only temporary and will pass away. It can only decay and decompose. It will dissolve into the nothingness from which it came.

 
It is my choice what I will experience. Primal Paradise Oneness or being stuck in the matrix of the ego-ahamkar image manufacturer. I can give birth at any given moment. To perceptions of the ego-ahamkar or to True Sight of Christ Vision. I choose what I will see and from which mind I will see through. Ego-ahamkar or Kundalini Desire Energy, the metaphysical Holy Spirit that can be resurrected and rise, instead of fall into matter, like the ego does as it moves further and further outward away from the Divine Allness.

 

I will sit and contemplate on today’s reflection and statement of truth for two sittings, three to five minutes at a time. If I can remain in stillness or have Radical Right Perception of Samadhi Oneness, I will remain in such a state for longer than five minutes. Communion with God is my ultimate goal, while the second is recognition of today’s idea of major importance, that I wrote the script that produces what my ego-ahamkar calls ‘my’ life. Recognizing that I author everything I experience or see with the body’s eyes, is an important step on this journey of awakening towards final liberation in moksha.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)