CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 18

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

DAY 18
I am not alienated in experiencing the effects of my perceptual faculties because all minds are joined and unified, only appearing to be separate, seeing through what seem to be individual eyes of different physical bodies and their individual visual cortexes.

 

Am I seeing with the personal egoic-ahamkar and its body sense of sight, of which there really is only one mass, collective ego, or from Christ-Atman-Buddha-Krishna Mind-Vision? In all cases it is always one or the other from which I see or seem to perceive.

 

There is one holographic mind, of which all the apparent separate parts are contained within the whole. Therefore, in the appearance or experience of one mind is the one experience of a joined mind. Again, there is the ego-ahamkar mind fragment or the God Mind of which I am One with. My Real Will is to see through God Mind. But in the forgetting process of separation that began long ago, and continues in space and time today, it appears that I have an individual will fighting to assert itself and to interpret everything my physical body’s eyes see.

 

These ideas for today further emphasize that the vibrational thought-wave-frequencies that are the cause (not the effect) of what I see or seem to perceive are not in any case without positionality or insignificant in any way. My personal ego-mind-matrix is not the Real mind with which I am One in all ways. Today, I will ponder not so much what I see, but rather how I see it.

 

To practice the idea, I will look around and select random subjects gazing on them long enough to utter the words: “I am not alone in solitude in experiencing the effects of the way I perceive ______.” Then I will finish the practice of today’s idea by saying aloud: “I am not alienated in experiencing the effects of my perceptual ego-body-mind faculties.” I will do it for a minute, maybe slightly less.

 

The experience of being alienated or feeling in solitary confinement only seems to apply to my identification with a separate set apart individual self. Alienation or aloneness doesn’t mean anything, because as mentioned in reality my Mind is One. In fact there is never another mind. Only in the way I see through a separate, seemingly split-off fragment or an illusory mind, there appears to be a “me” surrounded by an outside world. The limited solitary mind is just a fantasy in this dream of being separate from Divinity. In Reality my mind is limitless and my seeming experience of a separate self in a world outside me is an hallucination. It isn’t happening. Not now in the Holy Instant. Not ever. It never happened. Aum. Peace. Shanti. Amen.

 

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CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 17

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

DAY 17
I do not perceive with neutrality because my thoughts are not without a positionality or some slanted form of judgment or fixed belief. This day I take another step to recognize cause and effect and that I seem to be experiencing an outer manifested world that my egoic-ahamkar calls real. Thoughts and beliefs come before perception even though it seems to occur the other way around. My egoic mind-womb wants me to believe that perception comes first, but in reality I bring all preconceived notions, beliefs, and ideas from the past to the present moment that my egoic-ahamkar corrupts and assails with the onslaught of these fixed delusions.

 
I have the power to choose what I see. Love or fear. Peace or conflict. Safety or danger. Today I choose to act out of ahimsa (non-harming). To be gentle and non-violent on all levels of thought, avoiding the mishap of creating or giving meaning to an outer world with the opposite qualities. I want to be in the Awareness of Love and to release fear. To be in the Awareness of yoga-union. To consciously recognize Oneness or Samadhi. Brahman-Father-Mother bring me Endless Joy. To see from Radical Right Perception, with total clarity, not partiality, positionality, or slanted beliefs from the past. Help me to be in the Holy Instant of Now, outside of time and space and to Create and Extend Love with your True Seeing. The Reality of Love will shine through the communication device of my physical body, coming from the higher Astral and Causal Bodies of energy-potential and ideations respectively. In the silence, apart from the whirlpools (vritti-fluctuations) of thought streams, I recognize that my thoughts are either true or false. Loving or fearful. Life giving or life-depleting. From this recognition I apply today’s idea that my mind sees no neutral thought vibrations. The magnetic pull of energy-thought is either positive or negative in its charge. I choose the Bliss of truth. The constancy of love. Cosmic Inner Teacher help me to see through Love and Truth now and to extend light thoughts instead of project darkness through misperception. This is another call to Radical Right Perception. I gladly accept it and fully recognize I choose either Truth or Falsehood in the inner faculties that manifest thought. Finally, may flashes of insight and light or satori lead me back to perfect recognition that I am in Heaven now and that it is my negatively charged thoughts that keep me in hell. I am released through Radical Right Perception.

 

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 16

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

DAY 16

It is impossible to have thoughts without taking a position or a point of view. It also follows that my thoughts, regardless of whether they come from dark, light, or admixed energy vibrations will have an effect, either creating a world of separate, illusory forms or manifesting out of creative communication with the Divine, thoughts of Love from the One True Source of Love. Everything I see is the byproduct of thought. There is no thought too small or too big. Thoughts create experience. Experience creates beliefs. Beliefs create perceptions. Thoughts are either Radically Right or dreadfully out of alignment with truth. True thoughts extend from Love of Infinite Measure. False thoughts project and animate, paint, and out picture images and egoic-ahamkaric movies that aren’t true.

All my thoughts have some magnetic pull to them. Either upward toward Inner Heaven and the Kingdom or downward into matterward density. My mind is a power generator. A huge magnetic field, an attractor power. I can make an entire world from my egoic-film projector or extend Peace and Love in the field of Bliss-Truth-Light and allow grace and wonder to expand outward Eternally. No thoughts are neutral. They either extend Heaven or create hell. It is my choice that of which I manifest. Do I want final liberation in this life? Do I want conflict and strife or the Real Christ Presence of Peace? It is my choice. My thoughts have power. My mind has power.

Fearful thoughts cannot be ignored. They will produce illusions and constriction of life energy. They have a negative charge, with negative implications. They destroy peace. But they are not real at all. They do come from positionalities in the mind. It is my choice instead to choose the Radiance of Love, to extend it, and to be it, because that is what I am.

I search my mind and realize that each thought has a consequence. They either extend Love in its expansive, ever-evolving, every present reality, or mis-create and mis-manifest. I practice in one-minute increments saying to myself, “This thought about ________ is not neutral and comes from a magnetic vibration, either positive, negative, or admixed.”

I have no thoughts without a magnetic pull or frequency. Each one either comes from the whirlpool of feeling and fluctuation or Stillness-Bliss-Presence. I now know that my thoughts create the outer world or show me the Reality-Continuum of Heaven that has always been. My mind is a womb. A matrix. It never left the Matrix of Divinity-God-Mind. There is however a tare in the fabric of my mind, a sliver called an individual ego-mind. This causes conflict and the forgetfulness of peace. On the other hand, that aspect of my True Self found in Christ Mind, never left the mind of the Transcendent Light Source. My mind creates or makes. I want to create and communicate in love, in yoga-union with God-Mind rather than out picturing a fantasy world coming from lower frequency thoughts.

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 12

DAY 12
To correct perceptual distortion, the one in which I believe that my real Self is capable of being upset due to the fact that what I think I see is a world so terrifying, so depraved, so barbaric, and a living cold asylum when in reality the world has no meaning. It is neutral.

 

The above traits are merely ones I label the egoic-ahamkar dream Play, the mayaic dance macabre of avidya-illusions, the play of shadow and light in a matrix out of which we create and download programmed belief systems that have no basis in the reality-river of soul-spirit nectar. I misperceive by superimposing a film script, an ego-mind movie from the compromised, split womb-mind out of which forms manifest into matter.

My visions arise out of an abyss of tricks. When I see divisive happenings I am in dark subconsciousness that is my attractor field I am in alignment with, I see through the eye of the tamasic (darkening quality) dark bowels of subconscious hell. In reality, there is no hell, but in my adoration to error and insane held beliefs, that the world is a burning lake of fire tormenting me and making outrageous demands of me, I misperceive.

Am I entrenched in diabolical duality or am I in alignment with higher Messianic Peace-Presence? It all depends on me. whether I listen to the Cosmic Vibratory Holy Spirit that is Christed Eternally or ignore Paradise Awareness, the inner Promised Land so graciously given to me in every moment of now and see only putrid hate, craziness, a horror film on parade depends on my gradation of conscious awareness. At what level of consciousness-energy do I calibrate? In Truth or in falsehood? In Bliss or in fear? In Hope or despair? In Wisdom or in ignorance? In unconditional Love or hate? In fiery Holy Desire or depleted carnal addiction? I will contemplate these questions often throughout the day in short sittings and for an extended amount of time when I first wake up and before I retire to sleep at night.

The world I see, a consequence of the fall into matter, an abuse of the matrix Mother force by the force of duality has no meaning other than that which I give it. All things begotten by thought engendered in light and energy are inherently good. It is the moment to moment print outs from the quantum flowing soup of all possibilities and pure potential when actualized that must be examined through the filter of neutrality and allowance to eliminate judgment, reactivity, and indifference.

What I see is what I experience. For better or for worse, I choose to see differently. I choose neutrality as my lens for correct perception and retract all emotional currents experienced in the limbic system of my brain from superimposed projections constructed in the tiny egoic chamber that thrives off of separation-duality-tension and its sick love of opposites.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

BOUND TO DUALISTIC CONSCIOUSNESS OR CONSCIOUS UNIFICATION WITH GOD?

As a student of both modern and classical Gnosticism, I have to comment on Tau Malachi’s book Living Gnosis. What I am drawn to are the words he uses to describe conscious unification with God or the divinity within. He doesn’t go so far to say we can achieve Godhood, for if he did, I would challenge that. That would be Luciferian Gnosis, according to Archbishop Christian Thomas Umberger. In the third chapter of Living Gnosis, Malachi accurately describes a condition of polarity which we tend to take upon ourselves. He is right. We, as he says, “identify ourselves almost exclusively with surface consciousness, finite reason, and the limited name and form of mortal being”. One would have to be totally detached from reality, or be in complete ego-illusion, rather to admit that we are not succeptable to ‘surface consciousness’. Though I do not believe everything Tau Malachi teaches about Sophian Gnosticism in particular, again he is right on when he says we “exist on many other levels” also citing that “there are many other dimensions to our consciousness and being, from the physical, vital-emotional and mental levels to spiritual and supernal aspects of consciousness and being into an authentic individual, representing alignment and harmony of our true being. To recognize with God naturally and spontaneously”. Gnostic Christians call this state Messianic or Christ Consciousness and Tau Malachi refered to it also as “the Gnosis of Yeshua Messiah”.

Malachi, then says something brilliant. “Whatever might transpire in our incarnation in the material plane and physical world, the unique essence and truth of our soul of light remains unchanged. It is, was, and forever shall be the same, completely pure and pristine, radiant and glorious, ever at-one with the light of the infinite and divine being. At anytime, we can remember ourselves and the light that is in us and experience a conscious unification with God and Godhead. It is the present truth of our inmost being – our Christ self”.”

Unity with God. That is sought after by every mystic and it is the call of every human, longing to return to its source. Notice he said “conscious unification with God and Godhead”, not “becoming God”.