CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 65

DAY 65

The Divine Father-Mother created me through the extension of Love. When I rebelled against God and decided to make this world along with the collective ego-ahamkar, I was given a correction for the separation I participated in. I was given one purpose in this mayaic dream world, to forgive others by being the Love, the Light, the Christ, and Liberation of it.

 

I commit to Liberation by embracing today’s affirmation. Contemplating it reinforces to me that I have no other purpose but to Love and Liberate through forgiveness. Today I make a total covenant with the Father-Mother to embrace my purpose. I want the moksha Liberation of others from pain and guilt to be my only purpose, so I therefore release my attachment to other purposes I have admired.

 

There are two aspects to my full embracing of moksha Liberation being the impetus behind my true purpose to forgive. The first is to recognize moksha Liberation as my ultimate focus, and the second is to let go of all other pursuits I have contrived in this motion picturedream life. This is how I take on the mantle as one among many messiahs of this world among other worlds made by individual egoic-ahamkar minds. Accepting that role is the one and only way to proclaim and mean that “I was given one purpose in this mayaic dream world, to forgive others by being the Love, the Light, the Christ, and Liberation of it.” By doing this I will find santosha-contentment and shanti peace for and in my mind. The thought waves and fluctuations in my brain will then be magnetically charged with positivity by the Higher Mind in me.

 

Today and in several days to follow, I will reserve ten to fifteen minutes during the course of the day for extended meditation on the true meaning of today’s idea. I want to be free by releasing burdens, projected blame, and any feelings related to shame stemming from attack thoughts I may hold in my mind. Being the Liberation of the world, becoming a joint messiah gives me the fulfillment I have been hoping to find since the beginning of the illusion of time.

 

I will engage with the affirms at the same time each day, that is for the extended practice time. Determining it now, before hand will help to cement in and make me commit to remaining faithful to the time spent in meditation. I need to do this to have a fixed time set aside for communing in yoga-union with God and also having time for the mundane and changing tasks of each day. Jeshua says that this is part of disciplining the mind for the scope of long term growth all so that the Holy Spirit Mother can use this carved out time for communion and ananda-bliss.

 

To practice in a given sitting, I will contemplate today’s affirmation. Then I will close my eyes, repeat what I have said either mentally or out loud, and observe the mind with discrimination to see what thoughts may enter its field of awareness. When I am in the early phase of practice, it is okay to let unrelated thoughts come into my mind. The goal is to dig up all that surfaces to interfere with my contemplation. I will take notice of each thought that fluxuates in my brain-mind field giving it them little significance. I will remain detached and will refute each one by saying:

 

This thought I do not want. It represents a hindrance to attaining my only purpose.

 

What I will discover is that intrusive thoughts will diminish. But, I will attempt to forego the effects of any possible thoughts coming into the brain-mind field for a minute or so longer so as to catch any trivial ones that my have found their way in past my filtering faculty. I will not apply this additional effort with force. Instead I will affirm:

 

On this tabula rasa, this blank slate, is written my true purpose and calling.

 

To finish the practice, I will recite today’s affirmation idea once again and spend the rest of the practice time meditating on its value and significance. I will also be grateful for the healing aid acceptance of it brings for its ability to put an end to discord within, and satisfying the full measure to which I want Liberation regardless of the ignorant attempts I may engage in to block all its positive effects from being magnetically attracted to me through vibrational form.

I will also utilize shorter practice periods, every possible hour I can on the hour and say:

 

The Divine Father-Mother created me through the extension of love. When I rebelled against God and decided to make this world along with the collective ego-ahamkar, I was given a correction for the separation I participated in. I was given one purpose in this mayaic dream world, to forgive others by being the Love, the Light, the Christ, and Liberation of it.I want no other calling and this is all I am meant to do.

 

At times during my practice I will close my eyes, while at others I will scan the apparent outside environment around me. What I envision now will take on a whole different meaning when I do this.

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CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA DAY # 60: (Review # 1: Days 46-50)

DAY 60

Today, I will review the following affirmations:

 

DAY 46

God Presence is Pure, Radiant Love and it is through and in this Love in which I forgive myself, others, and all things that appear to happen in this projected earth exile dream movie, dissolving all karma, fear, mental affliction, and guilt.

 

It is almost a difficult feat to overcome, to accept the belief that Divine Presence does not condemn and thereby has no need to expiate any wrong doings or unloving thoughtsI may choose to think or act on. The sick part of my mind wants to be tortured by the past and to pay for what I think are haneous crimes against God Presence and His/Her creations. I don’t cast aspertions because I have embraced the innocent lamb nature in me. I need do no penance, but I shall atone andcorrect errors in thinking. To forgive others for what I think they may have done or said allows me to see through Christ Vision, my untainted, unblemished True Christ Self. Forgiveness is an emanation and mirror image of Divinity Source’s Absolute Love in this unfolding world drama on the stage called earth. Releasing others from condemnation and judgment beckons me close to the Paradise state from which I began and will never end in, and the God’s sattvic-enlightening compassion can bridge the gap of separation and elevate me to the awareness of the Heavenly realm, my home.

 

DAY 47                

In this moment, and in every moment of the Holy Instant of Now, I will give my complete trust to the Power, Glory, and Almighty strength of God Mind Presence, the Father-Mother, my Supernal Parent.

 

I extend mercy, forgiveness, and release to other through a power greater than me. God Presence as the Divine Father-Mother Syzygy provides the grace through which I know and recall the beauty of forgiving. I am starting to use my Christed sight and I thereby recognize Divinity radiating from heaven to this earthly dwelling place. I release all things from the burden of grievances and attack since I feel Divine Love pulsating through my mind-body complex. Today, I remember only Love, something I had dissociated from, but which never left me at the core of my being. I am life. I am love. And it is because of this that I can forgive and pardon.

 

DAY 48

I am fearless. I fear no one, no thing, no thought, or any outside force. I am safe. I am free. I cannot be threatened or harmed by anything, nor any avidya-illusion created by mayaic-delusion and duality coming from the split, individual ego-ahamkar mind.

 

Through the gift of sight, I see the harmlessness of the world. Through Christ Vision the world appears transfigured in the light of endless Love. What I have seen in it up to this point is but a fragment of the whole and complete picture of eternity reflected through Divine goodness seeing through my Christ Eye. All people I share this dream with along with everything that I see in its actuality and pure wholeness will me magnetically drawn towards me, giving me its Shakti and inspiration to rise up within me. Everyone is a mighty companion on this journey home. There is nothing at all to fear in this dream movie that was over long ago, but which I am viewing seemingly for the first time, since I have helped release and soften karma in it, and others have helped to release and soften karma in me.

 

DAY 49

If I but listen, and I be but still, quiet, and in a state of conscious mental rest, I will hear God Presence’s Voice and guidance which speaks to me throughout my entire day, every day, all the time as a manifestation of the One Reality of Cosmic Yoga-Union.

 

In every moment I am redeemed, though I was never condemned to suffer from any kind of wrath or eternal torment. Divinity Power in my Supernal Parents invites me to forgive, daily and in every moment. Responding to this, I am liberated from affliction and karma. In every minute of the days that pass by like scenes in a movie that appear and disappear, my Father-Mother inspires my thoughts to be holy and pure, while informing the choices I make through my behavior. I vow to travel on the path of Satya-truth. This is the only path for me to walk on because my Source’s Voice is the one and only guiding light that has been planted within my Sacred Heart, burning steadily and helping me to awaken.

 

DAY 50

Divine Love, God’s Infinite, Unending, Undying, Everlasting Life and Love, is my spiritual umbilical cord, reaching from the One True Paradise Within, the Kingdom/Queendom of Heaven. This gold and silver cord carries my life force energy that supplies me with all the strength I need to give, extend, and return Love to my Source and all of manifest creation. My aura and astral energy body are empowered by the Infinite causal mind and body of thought and ideation, and from the astral mind and body comes the life essence that sustains my temporary body vehicle and its sense-mind interpreters of materialized form, trying to make sense out of an existence of multiplicity made by subjectivity and mayaic-delusion.

 

I listen to my Source’s guidance within and am connected by the frequency of Love activated in my mind through spirit. As my Christed Third Eye opens, Divinity’s Love illumines the mayaic dream movie for me to see in its innocent nature. I forgive and release today through that Love Divine as I recall that every Child of God Presence remains untainted from the folly and avidya-illusion of sin. I look upon the dream world with Christ Vision, being transmitted to me from my Source’s circuity and causal, ideational thought waves, and I thereby stand in remembrance that I am also a Divine Child, an emanation of radiant light.

 

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 53 (REVIEW # 1: DAYS 11-15)

DAY 53
The following key ideas will be reviewed today. Spend two minutes contemplating each affirmation.

 
DAY 11
The time to initiate the mind de-fragmentation or correction process begins. The fluctuations of energy and information constructing a thought must be put under the microscope of discrimination. The magnified view from perfect Christ Presence illumination reveals your Christed Mind, the reality that may at first appear to devastate, but then unlocks the door hiding the truth that liberates.

 

The mayaic delusory dance of images are not the cause nor inspiration for thought current. The separation induced psychosis that distorts, determines the projected brain drama that you see superimposed on top of the screen of the world-wilderness, originating from the matrix womb of creation. The Christ Mind is forever in resonance with bliss and oneness while the separative impulse fails to realize that what the eyes see and brain interprets are/is meaningless and completely neutral. My personal ego gives or assigns what I appear to give meaning, taking a positionality, making judgments while grossly misinterpreting what I think is real.

 

Both the thought fluctuations that I am observing moving through my mind and the outside world are devoid of meaning. This dream world has been projected from a sick filmmaker, the collective ego-ahamkar, which was made in a moment of delusion and a desire for something more than the Allness of the Father-Mother’s Love. Therefore, the dream world must produce twisted and distorted manifestations. Edenic Oneness, the Truly Real, is not and never will be totally insane, and I own the fact that my mind has both Truly Real thoughts as well as full blown insane ones. The good news is that I can, through Christ Vision see a Truly Real World, if I am using my True and Whole thoughts as my inner guide for obtaining Realization and thereby, sight.

 

DAY 12
To correct perceptual distortion, the one in which I believe that my real Self is capable of being upset due to the fact that what I think I see is a world so terrifying, so depraved, so barbaric, and a living cold asylum when in reality the world has no meaning. It is neutral.

 
Grossly psychotic thoughts are disturbing, and they manifest the illusion of a dream world where there is total chaos and horror. Only extreme disorder has dominion over such a world which witnesses to the abyss of chaotic thought processes. I know now, as Jeshua (Jesus) says that “chaos has no laws”. How could I dwell in a manifested world based on insanity and honestly say I could be in shanti-peace? I want only love and serenity through acceptance of the Real World and to be in bhakti-devotion to true creation found in the realm of Heaven. I have so much appreciation for the Realization that the insane world I think I am living in is only an hallucination of delusion. In actuality I do not have to look upon such a catastrophic world, not unless I choose to give it meaning and choose to cherish it. Therefore, this day and every day, I will not choose to identify with or cherish what is completely and utterly the product of psychosis and which is devoid of meaning altogether.

 

DAY 13
The sick-minded ego is deluded, making me think that I am in competition with God, which I can’t be, because God is All in All and incapable of opposition or war mongering of any kind. That being said, it is anxiety-provoking for me to consider that the world could be without meaning, as for those ensnared in separative mayaic duality, and in those who appear to be separated, those entranced in relativity and subjectivity, it is fear provoking to think that the Divine Transcendent could possibly in reality be at war with a devil. It is ultimately God and the demiurgic-devil-ego that seem to be at war within me, wanting me to assign meaning to the world based on the cases they plead. The egoic-ahamkar wants to establish its own story and dramas as important and meaningful with respect to the world, when all that exists is Heaven and a vastness in the Primordial Matrix-Womb out of which real life is created. Fear is insane and I now start to see the relationship of cause and effect.

 

What is completely unstable and rooted in fragmentation promotes the negative emotion of fear for the reason that it is unreliable and cannot be trusted. That of which is insane cannot invoke confidence in it, by a sane mind. The fragmented cannot offer security and definitely not peace, nor fulfill any yearning. A fragmented projected world is illusory and is formed by shadows and darkness. Often times I have put faith in it, honoring it as a true and whole manifestation and as a result have been tormented and tortured by its immanent perceived presence. Today, moving forward in conviction and clarity, I withdraw my investment in what is fragmented and distorted and instead invest my magnetic resonance with what is real and true. In doing this, I can and will be liberated from all the negative outcomes that come from believing in a world based on vibrations of toxic fear, and I affirm that it has no timeless essence.

 

DAY 14
A meaningless world is impossible. This is due to the fact that the world I see, God did not create. God created the infinite potentiality of thought, light, and energy. Our source is the First Cause.

 

A world devoid of substantial meaning cannot exist if it was not emanated from the Fullness of the Father-Mother Divine Source of all that is. All meaning comes from the Divine, from Brahman, Adonai, Yaweh, Elohim and everything that does exist in the Mind of that Allness. I must acknowledge that substantial meaning is in my mind as well, because the Allness emanated and extended it from the center of It’s Being with my knowing. I do not want to and should not have to be afflicted by the outcomes of my individual fragmented, mad thoughts, not when the Ineffable and Untainted nature of creation is my homestead. Today, I recall the gravity of my affirmation and acknowledge and Realize where it is I truly dwell, in an eternal, causal and ideational world of the Pleroma (Heaven) and its many mansions and abodes.

 

DAY 15
My thoughts are energy and information that when given belief appear to take form. The film strip running through the projector of the split-egoic-ahamkar mind is projected out onto the screen of what appears to be a world of dancing macabre images. This is far from Radical Right Perception. When I make images, I am seeing a dream movie of subjective, relative thought with actor and actress ego consciousness that become bodies and seem to incarnate. My ego tries to direct the movie of image making out of its fractured matrix film projector and manipulate what it calls ‘real’. Only Radical Right Perception is Real. When I begin to see light surrounding objects, Radical Right Perception is at work, and my shared Christ Mind beam of light from the film projector of God Mind that creates rather than makes is being accessed. At this stage in the yogic discrimination process between the ego-director and God-Mind at one with Christ Mind Director/Producer, I am still dismantling the dream world, the dance of illusion images that appear “out there” in the wilderness desert. These are important, but small steps that my True Self is taking.

 
All that I see is a direct mirror image of my mental thought forms. My thoughts in the form of vibrations and frequencies, measurable pulsations give credence to where I reside as well as what my true identity is. I see a depraved, tormented world filled with devastation and pain. That maxim tells me I am perceiving solely the manifestation of my twisted, distorted ego thought splinters. I Realize that I am preventing my true and whole thought waves to reflect their magnificent, radiant light ray potential on what I look upon. However, when I rest in the Divine Allness, I know through gnosis-knowledge that my Source’s will is absolute. The haunting ghost projections never will defeat the Father-Mother, because in truth my will is one with my Supernal Parents’, and I don’t want to go against them. The will power I possess is my Heavenly Source’s, and I refuse to genuflect before false gods of substitution instead of Him-Her.

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 46

DAY 46
God Presence is Pure, Radiant Love and it is through and in this Love in which I forgive myself, others, and all things that appear to happen in this projected earth exile dream movie, dissolving all karma, fear, mental affliction, and guilt.

 

The individual egoic-ahamkar mind would have me believe that I have a reason to feel guilty, ashamed and to in turn punish myself. This individual mind likes to condemn and projects the same idea onto God Presence. But this Divinity Source does not condemn and therefore does not in Reality, have a cause to forgive. Condemnation creates the need for forgiveness in the projected world I find myself in, because of the existence of illusions. All who engage in forgiveness break the shackles of illusions and duality’s delusion-hypnosis-spell, but those who do not forgive remain enchained to them. When I don’t forgive the illusions of the world, I am in prison.

 
Even though God Presence has no use for forgiveness, the Pure, Radiant Love of the Divine is the foundation of forgiveness. In the words of Jeshua (Jesus) “fear condemns and love forgives. Forgiveness thus undoes what fear has produced, returning the mind to the awareness of God.” On the basis of this forgiveness can be said to bring moksha-liberation in this life. It dissolves the karma attached to illusions.

 
For today’s chanting, three five-minute sittings are necessary to instill and integrate the idea to center on, in addition to several shorter moments of centering. In the longer sittings, close your eyes and scan the mind to find people whom you have yet to forgive, especially those you may not like. Mention each one by name, in this way:

 
“God Presence is Pure, Radiant Love and it is through and in this Love in which I forgive you, {name}.”

 
The purpose of this first aspect to today’s lesson is to enable you to forgive yourself. After you have applied the above statement to those you called to mind and mentioned by name, say:

 
“God Presence is Pure, Radiant Love and it is through and in this Love in which I forgive myself.”

 

The rest of the time spent sitting, or consciously resting with today’s idea, add similar statements:

 

“God Presence is Pure, Radiant Love and it is through and in this Love which I love myself. God Presence is the very Love that blesses and consecrates me.”

 

You may also say:

“Neurotic guilt cannot consume me, because I am a beloved Son/Daughter of God.”
“Forgiveness has already been accomplished.”
“Fear cannot survive in a mind that is a Pure Expression of God Life.”
“I have no need to verbally, physically, or mentally assault anyone or anything because Love has forgiven me.”
End your sitting by saying today’s main mantra.

 

If you find yourself still harboring hostile thoughts towards anyone, conclude by saying:

 

“God Presence is Pure, Radiant Love and it is through and in this Love in which I forgive you.”

 

Love is the only real answer to any problem stemming from unforgiveness because only love is real. I must forgive because I freely and willfully want to share forgiveness. It cannot be forced upon me. However, the Eternal Love of God Presence can inspire me to give this gift to all and to the world itself. Fear based forgiveness comes from negative vibratory energy. Love based forgiveness comes from a much higher calibration and has a much larger ripple effect on the entire Son/Daughtership of God. Once I forgive myself, real, truly, and honestly, I can do the blessed work of extending forgiveness to all. My goal is to totally release all grievances I am holding onto, that darken my mind and cloud True Seeing and Being.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), MindScience, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

 

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 25

DAY 25
I am not aware in this moment in time and space, what anything I seem to see with the body’s eyes are for. Purpose and meaning are the same. But my individual mind has confused and tried to replace the purpose of Christ Mind and the Cosmic Vibratory Memory of God with a delusory thought system. I have many mistaken ideas when I choose to associate with the ego thought system. Since I do not know what any given thing I perceive is for, it by default has no meaning for me. It is time to let go of the meaning the egoic-ahamkar thought system has assigned to everything I seem to encounter in this world dream.

 

Everything in this world is supposed to be for my own best interests, according to the ego. But this is not the case. By design these things are supposed to fulfill me. That is what all things are supposed to be for under the thought system of the egoic-ahamkar. That is the purpose they are supposed to serve. The individual mind tells me that. Under this premise, my goals are in turn supposed to be unified. But this simply doesn’t happen when under the spell of illusion, subjectivity, and relativity. Everything becomes a blur and a distortion made to keep me asleep.

 
When I perceive with the individual, separative, subjective mind, I am unaware of what things are for and this mind gives meaning with its interpretation system. The aspirations and goals that originate in the individual mind that is separate from God Mind, are not in my own best interests, because I am in Reality not the individual egoic-ahamkar mind. My false association with the ego’s dream causes me to be incapable of knowing what anything means and what anything is for. Once I accept and acknowledge this, I will stop reinforcing my individual mind’s aspirations for the world dream I seem to experience and pull back from the projected images of these unconscious wishes. When I turn off the ego film projector by aligning with God and Christ Mind there will be a blank screen filled with golden-white light that the darkness of the images and wishes were hiding. Since I am only part of One Unified Mind, the wishes and desires of the individual mind really are concerned with nothing at all. By holding these wishes and desires as special, my individual mind has no goals, in the scope of what is True and Real, and therefore, I can’t know what anything is for.

 

When thinking in terms of superficiality, my egoic-ahamkar mind understands purpose, but True Purpose cannot be comprehended with superficial vibrations. The magnetism of thought at this level is weak and foggy at best.

 

 

In order to awaken, to grow in understanding, and to evolve, I must surrender and let go of the individual goals that come from the ego mind. Individual goals mean nothing. As mentioned in the previous day’s contemplation, Self and Christ-Realization, Divine Realization of who I really am is the only goal and will I really should and do have.
Today I will engage in contemplation six times for two minutes at each sitting. I will begin by reciting the idea for today and then start looking around me at whatever my eyes are drawn to, animate or inanimate. Then I will say: “I do not know what this _________ (be specific) is for.” I will say it slowly and mindfully.

 

Aum. Peace. Shanti. Amen.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)