CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 52 (REVIEW # 1: 6-10)

DAY 52

REVIEW OF DAYS 6-10
Spend two minutes contemplating each affirmation. If any one of the five affirmations appeals to you more than another, you may spend more time centering on that one.

The following ideas will be reviewed today:

 

DAY 6
What upsets and seems to threaten the state of Perfect Primordial Calmness, is not really present. It is not there, here, or anywhere. What I see then is a distorted subconscious, subjective mind fragment that is intruding upon Radical Right Perception of True Reality consisting of Eternal Spirit, Energy, and Cosmic Causal Thought. What I see is just a mirage in the desert my private mind made, a massive hallucination and egoic mind projection out onto the movie screen, the world of multiplicity, called prakriti. The emotionally charged distortions are part of a reactive process, a programmed response to what my ego thinks is going to cause pain, suffering, and annihilation of it.

 

What is truly Real cannot cause me to have nightmares. Nor can it have any power over me to cause me to be in turmoil or suffering of any kind. The Truly Real brings only Shanti-Peace. In the moments of absent-mindedness, when I am in some kind of self-made turmoil or suffering, it is because I have substituted Reality with avidya-illusions that I concocted. Those avidya-illusions have caused me suffering and anxiety because I have tried to make them real, and thus regard True Reality as illusory and without the essence of Ananda-Bliss which belongs to it. Not a single thing in the fullness of Father-Mother’s creation is affected by this delusion I have made. I need to accept and be in Divine-Realization that I come to be upset by something that doesn’t exist.

 

DAY 7
Out of all the possible things to perceive, I see only a privatized, fragmented past. I have flashbacks that scramble and confuse my orientation to True Reality.

 

Mental visions and interpretations of the past in the form of memories, flash backs, emotional and visceral highly charged associations/experiences cloud Radical Right Perception and Divine Realization from revealing True Reality of Communion with God Mind through Christ Mind to me. In seeing only the past projected out onto the screen of my life, I experience the split-mind. It is because of these factors that the immediacy of the present moment in the form of God Revealed Holy Instants outside of space-time, dissolves the past from having any major importance in my attempts to see True Reality. However the past experienced mind-fragments, dissociations, forgetfulness, time spent out of alignment with God Mind severely impacts the quality of seeing and the ability to see that I have always been in perfect Primordial First Right Relationship or in Christ Mind Yoga-Union with the Divine Dreamer.

 

Nothing that I see means anything because I superimpose past mental structures and thought out onto other people, onto the Unified God Allness, and onto events and happenings.

 

In seeing projections, mind fluctuations, and thoughts of the past almost everywhere I look, I alone have given/ascribed all the meaning that my subjective mind has determined any given encounter should have.

 

I don’t comprehend what I think I am seeing now, because of the interference of past programmed thinking, that I have projected onto all things. What I see and encounter now in most instances isn’t True Witnessed Reality undistorted. My thoughts about the world and my place in it do not mean anything because events in the psychologically constructed time function are neutral and devoid of any meaning. Because of this I am never truly disturbed.

 

All emotional uprisings the inner tidal waves of reactivity that surface within my body-mind-vehicle-chariot housing my unscathed soul, stem from the idea that the phantasms I project impede clear-seeing, creating inner havoc instead of inner peace.

No matter where in this dream world I look, what I think I see, I try to sabotage, judge, or punish with my private thoughts and I have the audacity to claim that this is what true seeing is. I use the past to persecute almost everyone through my thoughts and the use of words or actions that stem from those thoughts, thus making them into my rivals and foes. If I could but forgive first myself and honestly embrace the remembrance of my True Christed Self, I would be a vessel of healing, sending out magnetic vibrations consisting of blessings, consecrating everyone and everything my eyes gaze upon. If this could be so, there would be absolutely no remembered hurts, pain stored in the body-mind, or resentments that my egoic-ahamkar tries convincing me happened in the past. And so I choose again. Looking out with a loving heart-mind matrix on everything that I was blinded from previous to this Holy Instant of Now, where a miracle healed my perception and gave me clear-seeing clairvoyance.

 

DAY 8
What I habitually see or perceive is something that is not really present right now. It is a mirage in the desert wilderness of the storehouse or matrix from which I was begotten to create in. I chose this misperception about the invention of time as something that is real instead of taking part in the Divine Dreaming-Cosmic-Play of Creation-forces like I was meant to throughout eternity.

 

What I see are mind fragments and emotions attached to memories experienced biologically in the limbic system of the ego created body’s brain, that I chose to project outwards into the space-time continuum matrix, where manifested forms begin to appear through quantum phenomena of consciousness.

 

The apparitions or ghosts I project onto the Reality Light-Continuum called the Unified Field of God Essence, are not real. They are hallucinations of my ego mind, that aspect I experience when I forget Edenic Bliss as a constant Reality, the only Reality. When I fall into hypnotic trances of maya, relativity, subjectivity, I get tangled in a web of lies that I believe are true. Past points of reference cloud my seeing, because I am obsessed by them. Mental restlessness is the result of my preoccupation with the past. The resulting mental fluctuations called ‘vrittis’, or whirlpools of energetic pulsations in the form of feeling are the agents of massive perceptual distortion.

 

Why do I insist on seeing only my individual, false-self’s thoughts? Why do I want to see what I think happened in a distant past, but really did not in truth and actuality. No wonder I cannot interpret what I think I see as it really is, untainted. I take this moment to remind myself that I attach myself to what I call the haunting memories of the past to block the Ananda-Bliss and Shanti-Peace of the Now from rising up as a new dawn in my mind. I need to accept that my false-self has been trying to use the construct of time as a weapon against the Divine Source of All-That-Is. Beginning now, I surrender what I have called the past for all these years, and let it be healed, then dissolved into dust then nothingness. I now realize, that in doing this, I am not losing anything, rather I am liberated from the karmic burden I have been carrying for far too long.

 

DAY 9
I have created many obstacles and blocks to clear seeing in this moment through the wrong use of brain faculties and the self-constructed personality that fails to see the True Reality in its naked beauty, wonder, fullness of Radiant Perfection, the Allness made Manifest. The lens and window to Inner Seeing is obstructed by haunting thought imprints that I haven’t surrendered, released, nor been self-delivered from the subconsciously entrenched phantoms of past neurotic-skeletons-in-the-closet guilt. Guilt, bias, and pre-conceived judgment-notions along with patterns of reactivity stemming from ingrained neural grooves, cloud my ability to be present Here and Now.

 

If I fail to see True Reality in its naked beauty, wonder, fullness of Radiant Perfection, the Allness made Manifest in the formlessness of Light, Endless Love, Ananda-Bliss, Shanti-Peace, and Pure Potentiality, I must admit that I do not see anything at all. My only function is to see what is right Now. I accept that there is not a choice to interpret what I thought occurred in moments past or in that of the present, but rather, the only choice there is, is whether to see Truth or to see what is false, or avidya-illusions. That of which I have chosen to interpret in my brain-mind faculties has “sacrificed” Christed Vision. And so right now, in this Holy Instant, in conscious Yoga-Union and Communion with God Mind, I choose differently, so that I can see only the good, the holy, and the beautiful.

 

DAY 10
The pulsations of quantum energy and information, the building blocks of thought, heard in the brain-mind field, that take on many degrees of intensity and whirl at all kinds of speeds, colors, affects, moods, and qualities of dark, light, and admixed energies are devoid of meaning due to the fact that they are neutral. My mind is a blank slate that experiences fluctuations of chitta-mind stuff or vritti-feeling, but it still is a fact that I have a mind aligned with stillness, with the zero point of total neutrality in the Holy Instant of now. I am awareness not identified with thought nor with what arises in the mind, pretending to be significant, dramatic, spectacular, and intensely distracting and disturbing. Thoughts do not control me, nor the substance behind them. Within the perfect stillness I am immune to misery making and liberated from suffering. Affirming this reality and mind science I form the basis for Radical Right Awareness, attention to the Primordial State of Oneness, and open to the flow of Bliss-Peace nectar of Heaven within perfect silence.

 

I am only aware of privatized, individual thoughts though I have no privatized, isolated thoughts. My only Real Thoughts are ones I have in alignment with my Source. Perfect Peace and Oneness allows me to think only with the Blissful Thoughts of Divine Mind and the identity I share with all brothers and sisters in the Christ Mind. My individual thought forms and their vibrational frequencies mean nothing because they are not real in comparison to the Causal-Ideational Thoughts I think with my Supernal Parents. Subjective whirlpools of thought current and fluctuations within my individual, private, split mind are not real because they do not come from the Primordial Formless Light of Divinity.

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CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 44

DAY 44

 

Through Gnosis-Knowing and Divine Realization, contact with the Light of Father-Mother God, the Immortal Indwelling, is possible. This contact and awareness is the powerful Light Source that allows me to see the True Reality of Love right now.

 

 

Darkness tries to impede seeing. I cannot manufacture the Light of God Presence that shines bright in me now. I need but realize His/Her Real Presence. The Christ is that Light. Through Radical Right Sight, I realize that miracles are made possible by connecting with the Radiance within my mind. If I isolate my self through wrong-minded thinking, I will not see the Light of Christ that I am at my center.

 

For there to be Radical Right Sight, I need to accept that Christ Light can flash across my mind in my third eye, the gateway to intuitive seeing and gnosis-knowing. That light is not outside of me. The ability to see is not found outside of me. The Christ is within. The Christ is who I was created to be. Christ Vision is always possible when I am in contact with the Light of Father-Mother God, the Supernal Parent-Source. The Love and Light that makes seeing possible will bring about the realization of my True Self as being in Communion with the Supernal Parent.

 

Today, I dedicate myself to quieting my mind and trying to reach within to my center, the Blessed Holy Spirit and Christ Mind. I am still trying to discipline my mind and till the soil to plant new seeds for Radical Right Sight. I am a Cosmic Mass unfolding at the altar of peace, joy, and happiness. With confidence, I invite other minds to join me at the Feast of Self-Remembering. Partaking of the Bread of Infinite Sustenance and the Ambrosial Wine-Light alive in the metaphysical spine. I allow Kundalini Christed Desire-Energy to awaken and rise on the altar of my metaphysical spine, the highway to Self and God-Realization.

 

I transform the density I think I am by offering it up freely to be blessed by the Light of the Supernal Parent Source within the crown chakra. The light descends through the other main energy vortexes and illumines every nadi, nerve channel and plexi, that creates a Supreme Feeling of Oneness with the All while inhabiting a body. This transfiguration allows me to see my True Nature as a Son/Daughter of God, whom I am in Union and Communion with the One God Mind appearing to be many.
I will contemplate today’s mantra with Love, recite it, chant it, live and breathe it at least three times, for a duration of three to five minutes, and longer only if no struggle or strain is induced in centering on this prayer for today.

 

Today, I leave behind old worn out and false thinking. I now believe and see differently than I did before. It is time to step outside and witness the folly of the egoic-ahamkar, by observing its meaningless, fearful ways. I will remind myself that I can and will escape darkness through the openness to Inner Transfiguration and recognition of the Christ Light Presence placed upon my inner altar. It’s Radiance is Knowable and capable of restoring me from my blindness caused by illusions. Therefore, I relax, and release the seeds of karma stored within my chakras, the seeds that are linked to darkness. I let the Christ Light shine away and magnetically bless all tamasic-darkening dense vibrations that limit my seeing. I choose wisely, in favor of the Transfiguration of the Inner Christ, the reflected nature of Father-Mother, Brahman Immortal. I see with metaphysical eyes, transcending sensory body-based seeing.

 

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 43

DAY 43
I am an extension of the Primal Cause, God Presence, Divine Mind, Immortal Brahman Spirit, the Indestructible Father-Mother Source. I am a creation of this Loving Source and I see only in alignment with this Presence and Mind.

 

Today, I come to the important Divine Realization that perception is not a quality of Divine God Presence. This Source exists in relation to Gnosis-Knowing-Knowledge. God Presence created the Cosmic Vibratory Memory of His/Her Self, the Holy Spirit to act as a neutral party, an arbitrator between perception and Gnosis-Knowledge. The Holy Spirit Mother Kundalini was placed in my mind at the very moment in time, I chose to separate from God Presence through separation-rebellion. This was the Atonement, the agent of undoing the ego-ahamkar thought system from which perception stems. The Atonement or conscious realization of At-One-Ment with God Presence, God Mind only seemed to happen because in reality, I never separated from the One Singular God Source.

 

 

My phone line to God through the medium of the Holy Spirit Mother Kundalini helps me transform my perceptions and brings me Gnosis-Knowledge, which brings True Sight, Christed Sight. I am the Christ. I am the Atman. I am the Awakened One. Gnosis-Knowledge is what I want to sustain me, to be in full Realization of my Divine Inborn Nature and Potential.

 
Though perception is not a function of God Presence, God Mind and is not real, in the plan for my moksha and kaivalya liberation, the dissolution of what never existed in truth, perception does have a purpose. Perception can be used for restoring my wholeness to my awareness. Though perception has no meaning, the Cosmic Vibratory Holy Spirit, the memory of God in my mind assigns it a value and meaning in close association to Divine Source’s. Radical Right Healed Perception is the way I as a Son or Daughter of God forgives my brother and sister, and thereby myself as well.

 

 

The reason I see only in alignment with Divine Presence is because I am One in Totality with my Source and am in alignment through the Christ Mind. Everything I do and think, I do so with and in the Mind of Divine Presence. Christ Vision is real, and it is actively real in me to the extent that vision and the Holy Spirit work together. Through this relationship I cannot see differently from Divine Mind Presence.

 

 

I commit to contemplating and centering on the mantra for today on three separate occasions for a duration of five-minutes, one early and one later in the day and the other when I am most receptive to hearing the Holy Spirit’s Voice. With eyes open I will scan my environment for a short period of time, applying the central idea for this day to what I seem to see. I might say:

 

 

“I am an extension of the Primal Cause, God Presence, Divine Mind, Immortal Brahman Spirit, the Indestructible Father-Mother Source. I am a creation of this Loving Source and I see this computer {or whatever object it is you are looking at} at One with Him/Her.”

 

 

This part of the contemplation should be short and done indiscriminately, neither deliberately including or excluding anything from consideration. I will apply this throughout the day to situations and events that may occur. For the second and longer phase, I will this time close my eyes, reciting today’s mantra again allowing relevant thought fluctuations to flow in to the mind in a personalized manner. For example:

 

 

“I see through the eyes of forgiveness. I see the world as blessed. The world can show me myself. I see my own thoughts, which are likened to God’s.”

 

 

I put aside all unconscious meanings that I have assigned to everything I perceive. I will step back and let the Holy Spirit show me Love and only Love. God is True Love. There is no seeing apart from this Love.

 

 

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 33

DAY 33

I will now perceive the projected world dream, the maya motion picture of dancing illusions, in a radically different manner. I will gaze upon it with Love and with the Vision of the True Self-Christ and Atman Self and see only God behind the image of all things. Oh, Immortal God, oh Dao, oh Brahman Supreme, Father-Mother Allness help me see with spiritual sight.

 
When I look upon the outside dream, collective and personal, the dream of hell, as the Toltecs calls it, I have the tendency to shut God out of the movie. I don’t see him with the body’s eyes. So, this day, morning and evening, for five minutes at a time, I vow to look with Christ Vision and to see from a perspective coming from the Cosmic Vibratory Memory of God, the Holy Spirit Mother, Fiery Kundalini Desire Energy in my mind, adding new frames to the filmstrip being projected outward onto the screen of Infinite Light.

 

Today, I let a shift take place in my perception and imaging of both my inner and outer worlds. I can allow God Mind and Jeshua Jesus to guide my Real Mind to survey the world and show me a different dream. A Happy Dream. A Loving Dream. A dream where I Love my brothers and sisters in spirit through miracle-mindedness and see only Love in them, eradicating all projected, unconscious guilt coming from my false self cellar where cob webs dwell. I align myself with the attic of the mansion of God with its many rooms in which I am called to dwell and awake in. Forgiveness is the Lamp that lights my Realization and Radical Right Sight.

 

 

Today, I will notice, observe, and simply witness things in the world without casting judgment upon what I see. Inner teacher guide me. Through objectivity and contemplation, in many frequent shorter sittings, I will allow sparks of God Light to shine and shimmer, illuminating the path before me, on which I will travel home to Paradise Oneness, that I, in reality never left. Let this day be a Homecoming as the prodigal Son or Daughter, being fully embraced by Father-Mother God’s Love. As the Christ Awareness holds His hand on my shoulder, I look upon a world of light that shines away all darkness. Today, I realize that I can perceive God Mind in all things, beyond the image of all things and bodies. Realization, that I am in Reality, still at One with God brings comfort. I will stop listening to the lies of the little, individual mind whose outlook is distorted and the product of a hazy, almost intoxicated-like hallucination. Holy Spirit, sober my seeing. Kundalini rise and empower me. Bring me the joy of Gnosis, Divine Realization, Revelation, and Knowledge about my Source. Through my third eye ajna chakra, let me see intuitively what is really present in the Unified Field of Love, standing in the circumference of the Radiant Rays Emanating outward from The One Real Allness Center of True Creation. Aum. Peace. Shanti. Amen.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 30

DAY 30

 

Divinity Mind is in all things I see because Divinity Mind is in my mind. Though I seem to have experiences generated from a split, separate, ego mind, the Cosmic Vibratory Memory of God, the Holy Spirit Creative Aum Vibration was placed in my mind the moment the separation from Divinity Allness seemed to occur (though in reality it did not), giving me the Illumination, Inspiration, Realization, and Revelation that I am still in at-one-ment with my Source. Therefore, I have a light to guide my seeing. To bring me Radical Right Perception or Clairvoyant-Clear Seeing.

 

Today, I can and will focus upon what is Real, the Truth that brings Bliss Unending and Santosha-Contentment. I will look upon a world forgiven and upon every person I see, meet, and greet, with the Eyes of Christ. Of True Self. The Atman. At one with Infinite Brahman Spirit, God Mind, that illuminates my mind. This Divine Source, is something my individual egoic-ahamkar mind tends to ignore and so I see the dance of shadows play out before my body’s eyes. This is only a veil. But it is glorious to know that I do get glimpses of the light that shines behind this curtain as there are holes in it and it is transparent in places. The light that comes through are the flashes of insight or satori that I get directly from the Mind of Divinity that goes by many names.

 
Today, I experience a shift in my awareness. A Divine Realization put there by the Memory of God in my mind. I am the One Creation of the Divine Father-Mother. The Christ. There is only Christ. True Self. The Atman. And I am that. As are all the people and life forms I seem to see on the stage of the world, the miniature model and set built by the collective ego scriptwriter. Though my set design seems to overshadow and hide the Original, Ever-Existing, All-Encompassing Divine design of True Paradise Creation, found in the potential of Energy, Thought, and Light outside the space-time continuum, I can remove this blinder set that I have built as a fence, by opening myself to Divine Realization and Self-Realization in Christ. I am Christ. In Paradise forever, with Paradise Everywhere. The dramas, tragedies, comedies, human romances, and horror shows that seem to play out on the stage my ego-ahamkar calls life, are really temporary delusions. And I can begin to see that they are only delusions by seeing through Spiritual Sight. Through the eyes of the Astral and Causal Bodies beyond the dense physical body eyes that I have used as a replacement for seeing only Oneness.

 
I never left the Mind of God and God never left my Mind. As mentioned above, the Memory of God was put in my mind to bring about a Remembrance of the One Truth that is True Always. I am One in God and therefore, seeing through Christ Vision, True Sight, I see that God Mind is everywhere in everything I look upon, because once again, behind the forms, are the energy potential and life essence that is Pure Beingness.
I will apply today’s idea often, ignoring concepts of ‘near’ and ‘far’ for these are avidya-illusions in the grand illusion, and see through the One Lens of the Christed Third Eye, the Presence of the Witnessing Observer. I will notice and gaze upon the One Light, that surrounds all form. I let the One God experienced in many ways, to Reveal Him and Her Self in all things, but not as all things, for my God Transcends all things that appear to be outside of me. I let Paradise Return. Oneness come. Bliss come.

 

As I concentrate through dharana and meditate through dyana, I will see the One Singularity Everywhere. Divinity is in everything I see, because Divinity is in my mind. Now and always, in all ways. Aum. Shanti. Peace. Amen.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)