(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, and Eastern Thought)
Out of all the possible things to perceive, I see only a privatized, fragmented past. I have flashbacks that scramble and confuse my orientation to True Reality.
Mental visions and interpretations of the past in the form of memories, flash backs, emotional and visceral highly charged associations/experiences cloud Radical Right Perception and Divine Realization from revealing True Reality of Communion with God Mind through Christ Mind to me. In seeing only the past projected out onto the screen of my life, I experience the split-mind.
It is because of these factors that the immediacy of the present moment in the form of God Revealed Holy Instants outside of space-time, dissolves the past from having any major importance in my attempts to see True Reality. However the past experienced mind-fragments, dissociations, forgetfulness, time spent out of alignment with God Mind severely impacts the quality of seeing and the ability to see that I have always been in perfect Primordial First Right Relationship or in Christ Mind Yoga-Union with the Divine Dreamer. Nothing that I see means anything because I superimpose past mental structures and thought out onto other people, onto the Unified God Allness, and onto events and happenings. In seeing projections, mind fluctuations, and thoughts of the past almost everywhere I look, I alone have given/ascribed all the meaning that my subjective mind has determined any given encounter should have.
I don’t comprehend what I think I am seeing now, because of the interference of past programmed thinking, that I have projected onto all things. What I see and encounter now in most instances isn’t True Witnessed Reality undistorted. My thoughts about the world and my place in it do not mean anything because events in the psychologically constructed time function are neutral and devoid of any meaning. Because of this I am never truly disturbed. All emotional uprisings, the inner tidal waves of reactivity that surface within my body-mind-vehicle-chariot housing my unscathed soul, stem from the idea that the phantasms I project impede clear-seeing, creating inner havoc instead of inner peace.
Old psychological programming is a huge feat to overcome and change but it can be done through disciplined and regular yoga meditation on the One Guarantee which is the God Awareness Love, which resides within the Kingdom of Heaven which is in us as the Divine Spark.
Everything we believe is rooted in psychological time and thought distortion. Avoiding the Edenic State of Oneness through forgetting that True Reality prevents our ability to cognize and learn the lessons necessary to remove the subjective and relative false interpretations we graffiti over the world, its events and other bodies that we encounter in this life, Time stands eternally still and motionless in Primordial Oneness and God Communion, but it seems to change when our subjective personal ego has overthrown our True Self – the soul-psyche, and spirit.
Things we observe or think we are seeing in the present are definitely affected by past experiences of having interacted with such a thing.
A given object such as a glass containing water, in the now, is most often not experienced in the here and now. We know that there are certain inevitable laws governing the experience of a glass of water as in the bliss of meditation is prevented full expression by our past programmed thoughts and memories of having a glass of water. So, the question becomes, do we really see the glass for what it is in the now. Most often, no. We must recognize that programming within the subconscious mind directly impedes on the ability to witness from the standpoint of Radical Right Perception of something in its neutral state. We must transcend the reliance on the past to see the essence of all things in an undistorted way.
So, look around you. Apply today’s idea.
I see only past visions and interpretations of the past in the form of memories, flash backs, emotional and visceral highly charged associations and experiences in the brain about ________ because I am clouded from Radical Right perception of the object as neutral, now and always.
Do not linger over one thing, but don’t exclude anything either. Briefly look at each object, and then proceed to the next. Practice three or four times for a minute this day.