CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 12

DAY 12
To correct perceptual distortion, the one in which I believe that my real Self is capable of being upset due to the fact that what I think I see is a world so terrifying, so depraved, so barbaric, and a living cold asylum when in reality the world has no meaning. It is neutral.

 

The above traits are merely ones I label the egoic-ahamkar dream Play, the mayaic dance macabre of avidya-illusions, the play of shadow and light in a matrix out of which we create and download programmed belief systems that have no basis in the reality-river of soul-spirit nectar. I misperceive by superimposing a film script, an ego-mind movie from the compromised, split womb-mind out of which forms manifest into matter.

My visions arise out of an abyss of tricks. When I see divisive happenings I am in dark subconsciousness that is my attractor field I am in alignment with, I see through the eye of the tamasic (darkening quality) dark bowels of subconscious hell. In reality, there is no hell, but in my adoration to error and insane held beliefs, that the world is a burning lake of fire tormenting me and making outrageous demands of me, I misperceive.

Am I entrenched in diabolical duality or am I in alignment with higher Messianic Peace-Presence? It all depends on me. whether I listen to the Cosmic Vibratory Holy Spirit that is Christed Eternally or ignore Paradise Awareness, the inner Promised Land so graciously given to me in every moment of now and see only putrid hate, craziness, a horror film on parade depends on my gradation of conscious awareness. At what level of consciousness-energy do I calibrate? In Truth or in falsehood? In Bliss or in fear? In Hope or despair? In Wisdom or in ignorance? In unconditional Love or hate? In fiery Holy Desire or depleted carnal addiction? I will contemplate these questions often throughout the day in short sittings and for an extended amount of time when I first wake up and before I retire to sleep at night.

The world I see, a consequence of the fall into matter, an abuse of the matrix Mother force by the force of duality has no meaning other than that which I give it. All things begotten by thought engendered in light and energy are inherently good. It is the moment to moment print outs from the quantum flowing soup of all possibilities and pure potential when actualized that must be examined through the filter of neutrality and allowance to eliminate judgment, reactivity, and indifference.

What I see is what I experience. For better or for worse, I choose to see differently. I choose neutrality as my lens for correct perception and retract all emotional currents experienced in the limbic system of my brain from superimposed projections constructed in the tiny egoic chamber that thrives off of separation-duality-tension and its sick love of opposites.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 8

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

DAY 8

What I habitually see or perceive is something that is not really present right now. It is a mayaic-delusory mirage in the desert wilderness of the storehouse or matrix from which I was begotten to create in. I chose this misperception about the invention of time as something that is real instead of taking part in the Divine Dreaming-Cosmic-Play of Creation-forces like I was meant to throughout eternity.

What I see are mind fragments and emotions attached to memories experienced biologically in the limbic system of the ego-ahamkar created body’s brain, that I chose to project outwards into the space-time continuum matrix, where manifested forms begin to appear through quantum phenomena of consciousness.

The apparitions or ghosts I project onto the Reality Light-Continuum called the Unified Field of God Essence, are not real. They are hallucinations of my ego mind, that aspect I experience when I forget Edenic Bliss as a constant Reality, the only Reality. When I fall into hypnotic trances of maya, relativity, subjectivity, I get tangled in a web of lies that I believe are true. Past points of reference cloud my seeing, because I am obsessed by them. Mental restlessness is the result of my preoccupation with the past. The resulting mental fluctuations called ‘vrittis’, or whirlpools of energetic pulsations in the form of feeling are the agents of massive perceptual distortion.

We misuse the psychic mind field when we out picture past mental static or anxiety about future events. Time is a psychological construct, through a logical linear tool, that we misuse when we are acting solely from our ego (ahamkar) mind illusion producing habit projection machine. There is nothing wrong with using time, but it is insanity to be used by time or controlled and kept in bondage by time, because time is only an idea. How we use time determines our karma. Right use of time is dharma. Through our dharma and right use of our True Eternal Self, the Christ, the Atman, which is in a state of Oneness with the Allness, Always, we dissolve the density and weight of karma and hence our need to repeatedly materialize into bodies.

Be present. Absolutely present and fortified in Grace-Bliss. Release all past mind fragments and misdirected judgments about past defunct events which no longer apply to your purpose for being which is to co-create in a constant flux of Pure Beingness, emanating that purity of Awareness in the Matrix of ultimate potential. Actualize Truth now. Remove the slivers of past thought. Clean the lens of the third eye of observation so your Witnessing Presence can come forth and quiet the subconscious ego-ahamkar mind’s attractor field to past manifestations. Manifest the Divine through your Witnessing Eternal Presence.

Close your eyes for today’s practice. The objective for today is to recognize when your mind field seems to be stuck in rewind mode, or in replaying old mental movies or “trance scripts” that only seemed to exist for a time. Return those movies to the vault of the Akashic Records and release them. When you are stuck in rewind or replaying a mental movie fragment, you are absent-minded and are displaced, physically present, but not in your body. It is then that you leave Eden and avoid the Bliss Gift that is afforded you forever and constantly. Peace comes to the psychic mind field when you are not victim of the brain machine that is plugged into past habit and thought circuitry.

Tune into the frequency of Now.

Today search your mind for thoughts that cause you to leave the Now. Practice acknowledging these tendencies by saying:

I seem to be thinking about [name of person, place, or thing], about [an emotion, event or painful fluctuations of thought energy], and so on and so on.

The purpose of searching the mind is to see how you seem to time travel and distort the Real Perception of Infinite Ever-Present constant bliss which you deny.