CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 41

DAY 41

 

The Father-Mother, Divine Guiding Light, Universal Spirit leads me and accompanies me on this journey, this exile, through the wilderness of the world, every step of the way, as I seek the Inner Promised Land of sweetness, milk and honey wholeness.

 

 

My intuitive fiery guide has never left me, even after I attempted to rebel and remove myself from the loving embrace of God Divine, the moment I tried to usurp His/Her power by choosing to be my own God apart and separate from that One Source of Inspiration.

 

 

I have no reason to feel lonely anymore. In truth, I have not been abandoned though I tried to abandon Father-Mother. This discernment and mental discrimination about what is truly real will allow me to triumph over all feelings of isolation, alienation, and abandonment. I have been depressed because of my decision to separate. It is the effect of that terrible choice. With depression comes all anxious, worrisome, helpless, miserable, fearful thoughts and all forms of perceived suffering. It is time to dissolve this accumulated karma, so I don’t have to continue to reap the negative effects of what I have sown.

 

 

In trying to be separate, I have concocted many supposed remedies for what I believe to be the insanity of the world I see. However, one thing I have not done is to call into question the reality of the perceived problem of there being a mental asylum ‘out there’ that I am subject to. There is no need to cure insanity and mental affliction, the effects of egoic-ahamkar separation because the perceived problem is not real. Today’s mental exercise has the ability to end all folly permanently. It is folly, though appearing to be quite concerning.

 

 

Within the nucleus of who I really am is the perfection of Oneness eager to shine forth as Great Rays of Truth out into the world I see through the manas-sense-mind eyes. This perfection and light will be the healing agent of all mental agony, perceived pain, the battle with fear, and any perception of loss. This truth-reality will align my mind with Reality, showing me that the suffering is not real and I cannot be harmed in any way as I am in Samadhi-Oneness, in God Communion and Yoga-Union with the Infinite.

 

 

My perfect wholeness is never taken from me, because its Divine Origin, the Source from which it came, is with me always, in all ways, everywhere I go. Endless Joy is my real experience making suffering impossible. My mind is still and at peace, because no matter where I appear to be, even stuck in the space-time continuum filled with forms and fearful images, Divinity is near and within, wherever I appear to be.

 

 

I must not believe this Truth, because it is hidden in the subconscious depths, behind the pits of despair and beneath the density of tamasic-darkening inertia, the matterward pull and afflicted thoughts which obscure me from seeing through Christed Vision. Today is about treading through the darkness, and shining a light out into the clouds that deter me from seeing and knowing that Divinity goes with me everywhere all of the time.

 

 

Today, I commit to one long practice period, first thing in the morning, when I arise, sitting in contemplation for three to five minutes closing the curtains of my body’s eyes from everything that appears to be external to my mind. First, I will repeat the idea slowly and make no concerted effort to think of anything at all. My goal is to simply turn away from the outside world, and close the door to my inner room, the Upper Room where Higher Awareness resides. I will pierce the veil to my inner tabernacle, penetrating the depths of my True Mind, ignoring thoughts that may try to invade and distract me.

 

 

At times throughout the day, I will repeat the mantra for today. But the true goal, is to go deep within and detach myself from all the troubling thoughts that are attached to the world I see. I will leave the appearances of forms, instead seeking the Ineffable Reality of All that Is, as it is, in the Heavenly Cosmos I never left now.

 

 

I can attain God Communion now and in every Holy Instant. It is natural to do so. The way to Bliss, Joy, and santosha-contentment will show itself, and I will become consciously aware of being One, in Samadhi with God Divine, by surrendering my entire attention to the inner layers of my being.

 

 

Throughout the day, I will chant today’s mantra often, with slow repetitions, closing my eyes whenever possible and I will contemplate what the word vibrations mean and how they feel in my metaphysical energy body. I will allow Kundalini Desire Energy to rise and expand my awareness of the wholeness and sanctity that complete me. It is time that I begin to laugh at all my fearful insinuations, and remember the Father-Mother, Divine Guiding Light, Universal Spirit leads me and accompanies me on this journey, this exile, through the wilderness of the world, every step of the way, as I seek the Inner Promised Land of sweetness, milk and honey wholeness.

 

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 40

DAY 40

 

In truth, I am a Christed Son/Daughter, a sacred expression, extension, and emanation of the Father-Mother God, Brahman Immortal, the Dao Supreme, Divine Mind.

 
As an extension of the Transcendent and Immanent God Life, within me flows a river of Bliss-nectar. A sacred light ray, emanating out from the One True Center. Since I am a sacred expression, I am blessed and bless all things. In no way, am I deprived of my sacred nature and my ability to be blessed and to give blessings. In the temple of silence, in the temple of peace, I rest in stillness, sending forth from my being, sacred Love Waves of Bliss, Peace, and Tranquility, helping to heal the world with my thought vibrations. I have a magnetic intensity that is Radiant Love, Divine. I choose to be a source of upliftment for all this day and everyday.

 

Today I choose health over the false god of sickness. Peace over the forces of chaos. Stillness over restless mind chatter. Acceptance over resistance. Santosha-Contenment over unhappiness. Brahmacharya-sense control over indulgence. Mastery over a lack of discipline in my mind field.

 

I will chant today’s mantra every ten minutes, either verbally or in my mind. If I forget, I will simply try to re-establish this pattern and discipline. Longer sittings are not necessary and it is my choice whether I close my eyes or not to do this, though shutting the eyes will help me turn within and go deeper. The effort I will make should not be strenuous. One contemplation over the mantra may sound like this:

“In truth I am a Christed Son/Daughter, a sacred expression, extension, and emanation of the Father-Mother God, Brahman Immortal, the Dao Supreme, Divine Mind. I am content, at peace, extending love, and a joy to be around.”

 

Or, I may choose to say the following instead:

 

“In truth I am a Christed Son/Daughter, a sacred expression, extension, and emanation of the Father-Mother God, Brahman Immortal, the Dao Supreme, Divine Mind. I am in a state of rest, stillness, even-mindedness, convicted, rising above all adversity.”

 

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

ALWAYS LIKE A SON

Just yesterday, my wife and I had to say good-bye to an amazing ten-year-old who we were guardians of for more than a year and had fostered for eight months back when he was five years-old. The first time he was with us, he was taken out of our care abrubtly and we didn’t have any closure. Throughout the course of these past few days and weeks leading up to his departure, we have done everything in our power to make the transition to his new home with some of his family to be smooth and easier, if that was indeed possible.

 

Though my emotions began to overcome me a few weeks ago about the thought of him leaving us again, this time under much different circumstances, I wasn’t prepared for what I felt yesterday. There were many ups and downs in the parenting-child relationship for us all, I did have the chance to speak from the heart just how much this boy’s presence and spirit had affected me in a powerful way.

 

My wife and I were never blessed with children, but twice now, with him, we had the opportunity to make a difference and form what we hope and trust will be a long-lasting relationship that we have worked so hard to nurture and build. It was very hard work, and the circumstances surrounding his life situation affected him deeply. He had a lot of trauma that he was able to begin working through. We created a very therapeutic environment for him to feel safe in. This time around, he had a much deeper understanding of how things affected him and his perceptions and we realized there was a certain maturity that he was forced to adopt as part of his development. He was not your average nine year-old (now ten as mentioned above). Four years after his first departure, we were having very different conversations with him and imparting many different life lessons.

 

Looking back, I can honestly say that things happened for a reason and the way he came back into our lives was no mistake, by any means. No matter how hard things would get, I can honestly say that we were blessed both times. At five, there was this amazing longing in his heart to know about the mysteries of the Divine, an innocence that was magnetic. Understandably so, four years later, his perceptions of Divinity were some what confused and warped due to what happened in his life as he grew in the ability to interpret what was happening in his life. In his time away from us, he was exposed to so much harmful and damaging things. Most of this made him resilient of course, but nonetheless, he was deeply scarred. But his healing journey began again due to the support we and many others were able to provide to him throughout this past year. We again, consider ourselves blessed to be a conduit in preparing him for the next chapter of his life story. He has a bright future ahead of him.

 

 

I will always cherish the bond we built with him, and for me personally, I had the chance to share my faith with him in a different way than I was able to when he was five. Yes, there was still an innocence to him that I admired, but he yearned in a different way. I saw it come alive especially near the end of his time with us. His anger at the Divine and his feelings of abandonment were brought to the light and he gained a new understanding of what the Eternal and Unconditional Love really was all about. Again, I feel blessed that I was able to share the Eucharist with him in our home and then at an inclusive and reformed Catholic Church that made him feel a part of something bigger. I am glad he had that opportunity to meet people, total strangers who would embrace him as one of their very own. It was deeply meaningful to watch happen. I hope he remembers his time of fellowship and prayer, holds it near and dear to his heart and knows that he touched the lives of others with his smile and willingness to help and give of himself.

 

I was able to see him flourish and grow in other ways as well as we shared time together doing art and being creative too. He is so talented and has so much potential. A medium once told me, when I was so intently wondering if I would ever be a father in the physical sense or just in the spiritual sense. Though this boy was not my biological son, he was and will always be like a son to me in the spiritual sense. I feel like I was able to leave a lasting impact. Yes, there are things I would like to do over again and through hindsight I would have made some different choices in the time I had with him, but I am confident that I will always be a part of his life in some way. I am content for having been able to tell him what he means to me. I hope he knows how much I care and will miss his presence everyday waking up in the same house, preparing for the days, and then venturing off to individual responsibilities each day. I have to give a lot of credit to my wife, for all that she did for him. Her strength and mothering instinct was something he needed very much as well. I feel we made a great team. Buddy, you will be missed, but as we told you many times, we want to be a part of your life and will be always so long as you want it to be that way. Best wishes to him. I believe firmly, that he knows how loved he is. What an amazing young man he is. Thank you, Father-Mother God for bringing him into our lives. Divine Allness, watch over him and guide him. Comfort and protect him. Counsel and heal him. I love him and he will always be considered to be like a son to us. Peace and joy, young man! Best of luck on your new adventure!!!

 

 

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 38

DAY 38
My wholeness, my sanctity, my state of Samadhi-Oneness, my experience of Yoga-Union and Communion with God Mind, Father-Mother can accomplish any desired outcome through the volition of conscious choice making.
I am a Son/Daughter of God, in union with with the Mind and Matrix that manifested me. My wholeness, my sanctity, my state of Samadhi-Oneness, my experience of Yoga-Union and Communion with God Mind, Father-Mother turns the tables on all laws of the world I see. That wholeness and sanctity exists outside the boundaries of the space-time continuum and all imposed limitations of any kind coming from the small, individual, ego-mind. I am tired of walking around in blindness and long to shift to Christ Vision. I long to be what I am – Love. At the center of my being is a temple. Inside is a holy altar on which Love Eternal sits. Pure Light. Holy Awareness. Living from this central altar, I will stop crucifying my self and others through the individual ego-ahamkar mind. I will remove the crown of thorns from my head and nails from my hands and embrace the messianic mind-set that will allow me to liberate the world I helped create through forgetting. It is time to remember what I am truly capable of.

 

 

The ineffable wonder and awe of God Mind expresses itself through my wholeness and sanctity. True power is afforded to everything through that very wholeness and sanctity. This True Power is capable of all things through all things. Therefore, my wholeness and sanctity has the power to eradicate all mental and physical agony, can put an end to all emotional suffering, and can bring solutions to all dilemmas and conflicts of any kind. It can do so through myself and everyone who is connected to me. This ability to end all distress can come to the aid of anyone for the reason that it is in alignment with the magnetism to liberate any mind from the grip of the individual mind, any True Self, that falsely identifies with the false self.

 

 

I am whole and sanctified, at One and in Communion with the Divine Allness and everything that Divine Mind created. I am these qualities because all things Divine God Mind, the Father-Mother, Infinite Brahman Spirit created and what my Source created is Whole, Sanctified, and in a state of Samadhi-Oneness and Yoga-Union forever. All things He-She Manifested and Emanated Outward from the Singularity, the Center of the Womb of True Created Light and Life are whole and sanctified because I am those attributes, since I am One with Father-Mother Immortal. Today, I will apply the magnetism of my wholeness and sanctity to all conflict, misfortunes, or suffering in any manner I call such things to mind, both in me and in others within the Sonship. Since I am One with all, there are no differences between creation and my True Self.

 

 

I put all conflict in the hands of the Memory of God in my mind, the Holy Spirit, the Inner Guru, my Intuitive Guide. I seek to dream a new dream with this Inner Teacher guiding what I see and experience. I am peace. I am joy and I will be peace and joy for the world, blessing it with my wholeness and sanctity.

 

 

Today, I commit to four five-minute contemplative considerations. I will repeat the idea for today shutting the doors of my senses, shutting out the outside world that I think is there and scan the mind for any feelings of betrayal, loss, or lack of Santosha-Contentment in any manner as I conceive of or perceive. I will make no distinctions between a challenging situation for me from the adversity another mind faces. I will identify a situation succinctly along with the mind related to the challenge I am contemplating. Here is the form for applying what I am to master this day:

 

In the circumstances involving ________ and in the manner in which I view myself, there is nothing my wholeness and sanctity cannot do.

 

 

In the circumstances involving ________ in which _____ views them self, there is nothing my wholeness and sanctity cannot do.

 

 

In shorter applications, I will recite today’s main mantra in its original form.
Today, I will accept the idea that I am capable of blessing all things because I am blessed and at One with the Mind of God in all ways, always. I am a messiah among other messiahs and I can aid in the upliftment and final liberation of all minds from the collective ego’s hypnotic spell. I have the magnetism and power of God Mind flowing through me at all times.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

 

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 27

 

DAY 27
My highest priority and prime goal is to see with Christed Vision, that of the Atman Self at one with Brahman-Father-Mother, the Indestructable God Mind Sight. I want to see beyond the densification of matter and individual bodies that are the product of multiplicity, beyond subjectivity and relativity and all the images of projected mayaic delusion, to the one light beam of Love coming from the Divine Source who makes all seeing possible. This is what I truly want – peace and Bliss Eternal. Santosha-Contentment is what I desire. Wholeness is my pursuit. I will clean the lens of the Witnessing Christed Third Eye of Intuition with objectivity to see innocence in all my brothers and thereby in myself. I will create instead of make. I will awake from sleep. Dissolve the power that hypnosis has had over my body’s attempt to see.
The Cosmic Vibratory Memory of God in my mind, the Holy Spirit Aum Vibration brings many blessings. It allows me to perceive with Radical Right Perception in the truest, most clear possible way. Today, I will tame and undo the ego-beast of animality and selfishness to see with the eye of Wisdom. I will dream a new dream. See a new world. Perceive the Primordial Creation of the One Divine Oversoul-Spirit or God Mind. Write a new script. Allow Divinity to Direct a different motion picture that isn’t driven by conflict, drama, and pain.
It is time to stop hiding behind the ego-body’s blindness that limits me from seeing the Divine everywhere, in my brothers and sisters and behind the veil of physicality. The Worlds of Light, coming from the causal-ideational and astral-energetic planes are there to be perceived. Through Witnessing Presence, I will bear in mind that the world my egoic-ahamkar mind has made will perish and is only temporary. It will disappear when I forgive and align with the Love of Supreme Spirit. The illusions of superimposed image forms will fall away when I turn off the film projector of the fragmented individual mind.
Christ Vision is the key to unlock the prison door that encloses me in a body. It is the other way I have been seeking throughout this exile in a material world. I turn within and remember what I truly want to see. I will extend only Love as I begin to see and witness and notice. I will observe through objectivity rather than be swayed to and fro by the whirlpool fluctuations of thought and emotions that seem to rise and fall, clouding my True Awareness of Oneness. Vision makes no real demands. It can only bless with Bliss.
I will see only love by repeating today’s idea repeatedly, every fifteen minutes, as often as I can:

 

‘My highest priority and prime goal is to see with Christed Vision, that of the Atman Self at one with Brahman-Father-Mother, the Indestructable God Mind Sight. I want to see beyond the densification of matter and individual bodies that are the product of multiplicity, beyond subjectivity and relativity and all the images of projected mayaic delusion, to the one light beam of Love coming from the Divine Source who makes all seeing possible. This is what I truly want – peace and Bliss Eternal. Santosha-Contentment is what I desire. Wholeness is my pursuit.’

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)