A BURNING LOVE THAT IS BURIED

Deep beneath the surface of the conscious mind, lies buried, a burning love for the Divine’s embrace and the memory of His (& Hers) Love for us. I won’t get into the various theories about levels of the mind, but we need to penetrate that deep layer in our subconscious, which is at the collective level, beneath even, the archetypes (ruling idea energies identified by Swiss Psychiatrist Carl Jung) that we share in common. That level is the level of miracle-mindedness as is emphasized in the Complete and Annotated Edition of A Course in Miracles, early on.

Why would the deepest layer of the mind contain the real ‘gold’ of wholeness, oneness, and the memory of communion and union with the Divine? Because, we dissociated, or blocked out the memory of perfect oneness and union with Perfect, Infinite Love. Long ago, when we made the decision that if we could not receive special favor from the Father/Mother Source and be elevated above our fellow Sons and Daughters of our Supernal Parents, that we would reject the purity and holiness of non-discriminating love, we ‘rejected’ our Creator and tried to project outward into nothingness, a world where we thought we could try to be our own father. This is when the ego was created. Then through more projection and the illusion of fracturing what we had known as ‘reality’, a big bang of consciousness occurred. And thence started into motion, the making of worlds, not just our own. We thought we had accomplished a great feat by causing a rift in our minds, a split where we could ‘make’ (not create, for true creation only takes place in Heaven) a new reality. But we immediately felt guilt over trying to separate from the Divine out of a fear of being punished for this supposed crime of trying to become our own god. This guilt is what fueled the dissociation, where we tried to forget our true nature and the blissful reality of being in communion with the Divine.

That is just a brief description of what the act of separation (which never really happened) looked like and how we came to bury our memory of both our burning love for God and His for us. Out of His Love for us, at the moment when the ‘big bang’ occurred and the making of an alternate reality was set in motion, He had a plan, which A Course In Miracles calls the Atonement, or the correction process. It was then that He planted the memory of Him, His Love, and our oneness with Him in our minds. That memory, that Voice, that Advocate, that Comforter was the Holy Spirit, the answer to the dissociation and forgetting due to the massive block created by guilt in our split minds.

God never left us, and we in truth never left God. We just blocked out His memory in our minds. And this led to massive suffering and denial on our part. But still we yearned for a father figure to be in union with and to serve. We chose the ‘ego’ as our father, but the ego could never fill the space in our minds and hearts reserved only for the Divine Father. And so we search, we yearn, we strive, we go on the defensive, and we attack ourselves and others, trying to find what we think we lost. Our true Treasure. We compete out of hate for others, for what we in our split minds, think only we are entitled to. That special favor from God, the thought that started the whole process of separation in motion.

Now we need miracles to correct the thought process that induced our massive denial of that intense and burning love we really long for (and fear) and that is the true motive behind all our actions, many times, however, masked by attack, blame, and hate. Why would we do this to ourselves? It’s a mystery. But it only took one ‘tiny tick of time’. And so we seem to be in exile, trying to journey back to the place we never left, our Home in Heaven. That journey can be sped up by accepting the Atonement, the correction for our misperceptions and errors, by practicing forgiveness, releasing guilt, and choosing love over fear.

Sometimes all we need to do, is to still our minds, pause, and take a step back to receive the guidance we need to change how we see things. If we took the time to go to peace, and to truly listen for God’s Voice (The Holy Spirit in our minds), we would begin to break through the barriers that stand in the way to the remembrance of that Primal Love which we buried in our subconscious, the very love that we are afraid of. It is time to knock down the walls and remove the masks to this precious gift.

 

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 43

DAY 43
I am an extension of the Primal Cause, God Presence, Divine Mind, Immortal Brahman Spirit, the Indestructible Father-Mother Source. I am a creation of this Loving Source and I see only in alignment with this Presence and Mind.

 

Today, I come to the important Divine Realization that perception is not a quality of Divine God Presence. This Source exists in relation to Gnosis-Knowing-Knowledge. God Presence created the Cosmic Vibratory Memory of His/Her Self, the Holy Spirit to act as a neutral party, an arbitrator between perception and Gnosis-Knowledge. The Holy Spirit Mother Kundalini was placed in my mind at the very moment in time, I chose to separate from God Presence through separation-rebellion. This was the Atonement, the agent of undoing the ego-ahamkar thought system from which perception stems. The Atonement or conscious realization of At-One-Ment with God Presence, God Mind only seemed to happen because in reality, I never separated from the One Singular God Source.

 

 

My phone line to God through the medium of the Holy Spirit Mother Kundalini helps me transform my perceptions and brings me Gnosis-Knowledge, which brings True Sight, Christed Sight. I am the Christ. I am the Atman. I am the Awakened One. Gnosis-Knowledge is what I want to sustain me, to be in full Realization of my Divine Inborn Nature and Potential.

 
Though perception is not a function of God Presence, God Mind and is not real, in the plan for my moksha and kaivalya liberation, the dissolution of what never existed in truth, perception does have a purpose. Perception can be used for restoring my wholeness to my awareness. Though perception has no meaning, the Cosmic Vibratory Holy Spirit, the memory of God in my mind assigns it a value and meaning in close association to Divine Source’s. Radical Right Healed Perception is the way I as a Son or Daughter of God forgives my brother and sister, and thereby myself as well.

 

 

The reason I see only in alignment with Divine Presence is because I am One in Totality with my Source and am in alignment through the Christ Mind. Everything I do and think, I do so with and in the Mind of Divine Presence. Christ Vision is real, and it is actively real in me to the extent that vision and the Holy Spirit work together. Through this relationship I cannot see differently from Divine Mind Presence.

 

 

I commit to contemplating and centering on the mantra for today on three separate occasions for a duration of five-minutes, one early and one later in the day and the other when I am most receptive to hearing the Holy Spirit’s Voice. With eyes open I will scan my environment for a short period of time, applying the central idea for this day to what I seem to see. I might say:

 

 

“I am an extension of the Primal Cause, God Presence, Divine Mind, Immortal Brahman Spirit, the Indestructible Father-Mother Source. I am a creation of this Loving Source and I see this computer {or whatever object it is you are looking at} at One with Him/Her.”

 

 

This part of the contemplation should be short and done indiscriminately, neither deliberately including or excluding anything from consideration. I will apply this throughout the day to situations and events that may occur. For the second and longer phase, I will this time close my eyes, reciting today’s mantra again allowing relevant thought fluctuations to flow in to the mind in a personalized manner. For example:

 

 

“I see through the eyes of forgiveness. I see the world as blessed. The world can show me myself. I see my own thoughts, which are likened to God’s.”

 

 

I put aside all unconscious meanings that I have assigned to everything I perceive. I will step back and let the Holy Spirit show me Love and only Love. God is True Love. There is no seeing apart from this Love.

 

 

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 35

DAY 35

 

My mind is a part in the one holographic whole Mind of Brahman, the Father-Mother, the Dao, The Supreme Immortal, Undying, Unified Field of Divine Allness. My mind is whole and in Oneness with this Divine Mind.

 

Seeming to be in this world, my individual mind finds this hard to believe, as I appear to be bound to duality, to delusion, to a macabre of dancing shadow images that keep me prisoner to lack, victimhood, despair, anxiety, depression, and other forms of sickness, suffering, and indifference. My individual mind believes I am in this world because I do not believe my True Self Mind is One with God and Whole, rather that it is fragmented stemming from division.

 
Jeshua says that I will believe that I am part of where I think I am and that this is so because I surround myself with the environment I want, protecting the image made by the egoic-ahamkar principle. I tend to believe that I am in the world at the mercy of the images I made. But True Sight is not found through projecting and image making. This is the opposite of discrimination through Christhood Vision. Images are masks, prison doors, chains that bind. They do not see.

 
Today, in three five-minute sittings, I will consider a completely transformed concept of Self. My Source, Brahman Immortal, the Father-Mother Principle is what fortifies my True Identity and tells me who I really am. The focus of today’s contemplation is to meditate on myself as a True Seer or Self-Realized Perceiver, rather than on what I think I see or perceive with the body’s eyes and take in with the body’s manas blind sense-mind, the ego’s searchlights. It is my aim to scan the mind, with eyes closed searching for the various definitions I use to develop my individual self-image. It is pertinent that I include all attributes rooted in the individual self-image constructed by the egoic-ahamkar, whether I find them likable or the opposite, steeped in ideas of grandiosity or in self-belittlement. All the ideas about myself that my individual mind has invented are the same and have no basis in reality, though my thoughts have effects on what I perceive.

 
I vow not to get caught up on the negative perceptions I have of myself, though this will be a temptation and I will accept that some inflating ideas about who I think I am may cross my mind as I near the end of the mind searching. These are mere fantasies and that is all. They are not real.

 
One way to approach the mind searching is to say:

 

I see myself as sick. I see myself as insane. I see myself as a complete failure. I see myself at the mercy of a violent and deranged world. I see myself as a victim of outer circumstances. I see myself as moral. I see myself as right. I see myself as deprived. I see myself as proud. I see myself as successful.

 

After letting these beliefs pass by, recognizing the descriptive terms that relate to reactions I may have about them, I will affirm in my mind the Truth, after each illusion naming each illusion:

 

But my mind is a part in the one holographic whole Mind of Brahman, the Father-Mother, the Dao, The Supreme Immortal, Undying, Unified Field of Divine Allness. My mind is whole and in Oneness with this Divine Mind.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 34

DAY 34
It is my choice whether I see shanti (peace) in a state of calmness or through chaos, distress, restlessness, or any form of perceived mental or physical agony, and so I choose shanti-peace instead.

 
Today’s premise states that there is always another way of looking at things I think I see, whether in my mind, or in the projected external world. Shanti-Peace has everything to do with my internal state. Is it in equilibrium or even-mindedness or is it in a state of internal havoc and mayhem? This is the question I must ask. If my mind is at peace, then such an interpretation of the world arises as well.

 
Since God is in my mind and shanti-peace comes from God Mind, this Loving Source must bring peace to my mind. It is not something I have to strive for. I need but be present to it. Aware of it. Overcome by it. Today I am taking steps to continue to remove blocks to the awareness of Love. I stand as an observer, outside of dis-ease, distress, chaos, and mental agony of all kinds. It is up to me, rather, I can choose the way I will see today.

 
Today I come to the realization that the state of shanti-peace doesn’t start outside me. It begins internally. This is the ultimate recognition in my ongoing awakening. Shanti paves the way for joy and for bliss to enter into my mind field. I choose, now to be One with the Unified Field of God Mind, that infinite reservoir and ocean of bliss. In the temple of silence and in the temple of Bliss, I reign supreme, in at-one-ment with the ocean of Wholeness and Completeness. I am much more than an individual mind-wave in the ocean of Fullness. Shanti-peace, which brings the rising tide of Joy Supreme and Bliss Unending is not only possible, but a necessity if I am to see things as they truly are. Neutral and holy. I choose to perceive shanti-peace, so that all things appear to shine with the Light of Samadhi-Oneness and reside in God Communion and Yoga-Union. The awareness and Divine Realization of Paradise is God Mind’s gift to me. I openly accept it and maximize its derived benefits in having a whole new perspective on what I see inside and outside of my mind.

 
Today I will engage in three longer contemplative sittings. One in the morning and evening and at any point throughout the day. I will do this with eyes closed. I will search the mind for fearful thoughts, anxious ruminations, personalities that seem to offend me or events I think cause me distress. I will say the following slowly and calmly:

 
‘It is my choice whether I see shanti (peace) in a state of calmness in this situation or I can see through chaos, distress, restlessness, or any form of perceived mental or physical agony, and so I choose shanti-peace instead. I can replace my fluctuating feelings and emotions of depression, anxiety, endless rumination and worry {or my thoughts about this occurrence, happening, personality I am clashing with or this event} with shanti-peace.’

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

 

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 31

DAY 31
I am not at the mercy of a world I seem to see outside of me that appears to threaten me with danger, trying to inflict pain, suffering, and psychological and biological torture upon my True Self, Christ and Atman Self, which in reality cannot be harmed. All assaults and threats of harm come from my individual split ego mind. They originate from no outside place. The world I have made is not a perpetrator and punishing force. My individual mind is the cause of my subjectively experienced mental agony that I seem to experience in a physical body.

 

I think I am guilty and going to a place called hell, gehenna, the underworld, even though such a place doesn’t exist, but I instead choose to return to the awareness of the Paradise Heaven within, that I never left in truth, now, instead of remaining a victim of my own attacking thoughts and emotions. Though my individual egoic-ahamkar mind tries to steal my Santosha-Contentment and Bliss, I am really capable of being free from self- destructive, pain inflicting thoughts. I use the poison of guilt to try and diminish my sense of peace, bliss, and communion in God Mind. In any given moment, I choose pain or Love. But pain is self-inflicted, not coming from an outside world. Therefore, I need to get to the root of the problem and change my thought fluctuations in order to change my perceptions and the life I experience as a result.
What guide will I choose today? The memory of God in my mind or the separate, individual egoic-ahamkar tendencies? I choose the upward magnetic pull of God Mind within rather than being pulled downward into the density of negative vibrations of assault and threats of harm to my beingness, which in truth could never be threatened.

 

 

Do I want pain or do I want Unending Love? It is always my choice. I choose what I seem to experience, feel, and even suffer. But today, I choose Love for my True Self over assault from my false self. I embrace ahimsa (non-harming) towards myself and others. When I am not at peace, it is not the outside projected world threatening me with my own demise. My egoic-ahamkar has invented the chaos that I choose in moments of insanity.

 

Today, I will choose freedom over the shackles I have placed upon my self. For two three to five minute contemplative sittings, once in the morning and once in the evening, I will repeat the idea for today two or three times. Following this, I will close my eyes and apply the idea to my inner environment. The goal is to be released from both worlds, as the inner manufactures the outer. I will repeat the idea for today throughout the day as well to take steps toward full releasement from bondage and self-inflicted hell and psychological-emotional fluctuations that seem to abuse me. I take back my projected dream film of attempted violence against my Christed Nature.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)