CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 37

 

DAY 37
My wholeness, my sanctity, my state of Samadhi-Oneness, my experience of yoga-union and Communion with God Mind, Father-Mother, blesses the world that the collective ego and my individual mind has created in which to learn, grow, awaken, and dissolve past accumulated karma.

 

These are the reasons I am here on this earth plane, seeming to be in the space-time continuum, moving about, deciding, choosing, acting, breathing, and ministering in the name of Spirit Immortal. It is my highest duty and dharma to look upon the illusory-avidya world through the lens of my own wholeness, sanctity, and state of perfect Samadhi-Oneness, yoga-union, and Communion with the Divine Indwelling God Mind. Everyone gains a blessing from this Reality, that I am an agent of change, an instrument in the liberation of the world, a Messiah-Savior with a unified purpose with the entire Son and Daughtership, who share this calling and joint responsibility. Every mind that has the experience of being in the physical sheath, the anna maya kosha, receives beneficial magnetic vibrations, felt in the astral, metaphysical energy body that powers the vehicle of bodies made manifest by thought and belief. The Son and Daughtership and I are blessing vessels due to our Divine inborn nature, inherent in the Paradise State of Creation at which we exist eternally.

 

No reparation for the the result of separation is demanded of me, but I am merely called to unveil what lies hidden behind the blinders that my individual egoic-ahamkar mind has chosen to see from – the Truth and Realization that there is another way of seeing what seems to be outside of me. I don’t have to pay for the ‘fall’ into bodies from the outward light emanating energy coming from the center of the God Matrix. I materialized by choice, but am not being asked to sacrifice anything as payment for choosing to become a physical body. My wholeness and sanctity blesses everyone freely and demands nothing of them either.

 

 

My wholeness, my sanctity, my state of Samadhi-Oneness, my experience of yoga-union and Communion with God Mind, the Father-Mother is the loving, prime ingredient in the recipe for the True Feast of glory where everyone experiences moksha-liberation from the world, from the cycle and manifestation of life, death and rebirth. I am one of many messiahs in potential. I need do nothing. Just change the way I see the world through quiet acknowledgment of it’s innate goodness, despite its flaws. I bless through Christed Vision. I save through Radical Right Sight.

 

 

My four contemplative sittings of three to five minutes of consideration will begin with repeating today’s main mantra, to be followed by a minute of searching around me, applying the idea to what comes into my field of vision, in a manner like so:

 

“My wholeness, my sanctity, my state of Samadhi-Oneness, my experience of yoga-union and Communion with God Mind, the Father-Mother blesses this house, this property, this body.”

 

Then I vow to close my eyes and apply the idea to the countenance of whomever comes into my mind, by applying their name and verbally uttering:

 

“My wholeness, my sanctity, my state of Samadhi-Oneness, my experience of yoga-union and Communion with God Mind, the Father-Mother blesses you, {name}.”

 

I do this because I see the same truth that is in me, in all of Divinity’s Sons and Daughters. I do this to pass along love, light, and peace to all, seeing them as they really are inherently. Good, Christed, whole, and sanctified. I am blessed and am One with everything I see. Aum. Peace. Shanti. Amen.

 

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 36

DAY 36

 

My wholeness, my Oneness, my sanctity, my experience of yoga-union and Communion with God Mind, Father-Mother, encompasses, surrounds, and blesses everything I perceive.

 

I am whole, because the Divine Mind is whole, holy, and I am innocent, whole, holy and One with His/Her Mind and Awareness. Sin means lack of love. I came from Infinite Love and Holiness, so I am Love and Holiness. Therefore, the Real me, my True Self is without sin. This is an idea I must embrace to fully accept my wholeness, my Oneness. I am not really broken and shattered and in bondage. I only appear to be through the limited individual body’s eyes created by the ego-ahamkar. Though I came into this life with samskara-tendencies from past life experiences which effect how I think and act in unconscious and subconscious ways, my True Self is beyond these tendencies and limitations and can only be Whole and Innocent. My sinlessness determines what I perceive and see, truly, and in all actuality. My true Vision is in accordance with Father-Mother’s Wholeness, not to my individual ego-ahamkar, and therefore not my body. Radical Right Perception and Realization comes from my wholeness in the Divine Immortal.

 

 

Today, I Realize that I am in total Communion with God the Father-Mother, with Supreme Spirit, the Infinite Brahman beyond all concepts and images conjured up in the ego-mind that tries to comprehend the Ineffable but Knowable Source from which I came.

 

I will contemplate today’s idea for three-to-five minute meditations several times throughout the course of the day. First, I will begin with eyes closed and repeat the mantra for today with care and focus. Then I vow to open my eyes and say in reference to what my body’s eyes are drawn to:

 

 

My wholeness, my Oneness, my sanctity, my experience of yoga-union and Communion with God Mind, Father-Mother, encompasses, surrounds, and blesses this __________. Today I rest in objectivity and let the Cosmic Vibratory Memory of God in my mind, the Holy Spirit Mother Kundalini show me only wholeness and Oneness.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

 

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 35

DAY 35

 

My mind is a part in the one holographic whole Mind of Brahman, the Father-Mother, the Dao, The Supreme Immortal, Undying, Unified Field of Divine Allness. My mind is whole and in Oneness with this Divine Mind.

 

Seeming to be in this world, my individual mind finds this hard to believe, as I appear to be bound to duality, to delusion, to a macabre of dancing shadow images that keep me prisoner to lack, victimhood, despair, anxiety, depression, and other forms of sickness, suffering, and indifference. My individual mind believes I am in this world because I do not believe my True Self Mind is One with God and Whole, rather that it is fragmented stemming from division.

 
Jeshua says that I will believe that I am part of where I think I am and that this is so because I surround myself with the environment I want, protecting the image made by the egoic-ahamkar principle. I tend to believe that I am in the world at the mercy of the images I made. But True Sight is not found through projecting and image making. This is the opposite of discrimination through Christhood Vision. Images are masks, prison doors, chains that bind. They do not see.

 
Today, in three five-minute sittings, I will consider a completely transformed concept of Self. My Source, Brahman Immortal, the Father-Mother Principle is what fortifies my True Identity and tells me who I really am. The focus of today’s contemplation is to meditate on myself as a True Seer or Self-Realized Perceiver, rather than on what I think I see or perceive with the body’s eyes and take in with the body’s manas blind sense-mind, the ego’s searchlights. It is my aim to scan the mind, with eyes closed searching for the various definitions I use to develop my individual self-image. It is pertinent that I include all attributes rooted in the individual self-image constructed by the egoic-ahamkar, whether I find them likable or the opposite, steeped in ideas of grandiosity or in self-belittlement. All the ideas about myself that my individual mind has invented are the same and have no basis in reality, though my thoughts have effects on what I perceive.

 
I vow not to get caught up on the negative perceptions I have of myself, though this will be a temptation and I will accept that some inflating ideas about who I think I am may cross my mind as I near the end of the mind searching. These are mere fantasies and that is all. They are not real.

 
One way to approach the mind searching is to say:

 

I see myself as sick. I see myself as insane. I see myself as a complete failure. I see myself at the mercy of a violent and deranged world. I see myself as a victim of outer circumstances. I see myself as moral. I see myself as right. I see myself as deprived. I see myself as proud. I see myself as successful.

 

After letting these beliefs pass by, recognizing the descriptive terms that relate to reactions I may have about them, I will affirm in my mind the Truth, after each illusion naming each illusion:

 

But my mind is a part in the one holographic whole Mind of Brahman, the Father-Mother, the Dao, The Supreme Immortal, Undying, Unified Field of Divine Allness. My mind is whole and in Oneness with this Divine Mind.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 32

DAY 32
The world I have come to know and recognize as being out there is my own manifestation. God Mind had nothing to do with it’s seeming existence. I am beginning to grasp the Law of Karma, of cause and effect, that what I sow, I will reap. I can’t be at the mercy of the world that appears to be outside of me, because it is a manifestation of my own subconscious, subterranean thought vibrations that are dense and tamasic (darkening).

 

I must want to escape in the world I perceive, to hide from the Father-Mother, to experience the delusion of duality, of opposites, or extremes, because I keep seeming to have experiences there instead of in Paradise Oneness where I still reside, though I am unaware of the True Presence of being there. The world is the effect of my ego-rebellion against the Father-Mother Awareness. It is an individual, self-created hell that seems to be filled with pain, suffering, dissatisfaction, destruction, sickness, and disappointment. These things, these struggles of what I call everyday life can be transcended through Divine Realization of my Christed Nature. To see that I am the Atman Self at One with the Infinite Manifestation of Spirit or Brahman, the Father-Mother Beingness.
I am responsible for what I see, hear, and experience out in this wilderness desert where mirages of the split mind come to play out dramas, comedies, tragedies, transient romances, and horror films in my head. Because of the first split introduced by the separate mind, that of consciousness, there appears to be a subject-object relationship operating in what shows up as an outside world. Instead of Primordial Oneness there is the little me, the perceiver and what I perceive or project outwards. I want a whole new way of seeing. Christed Vision is my goal today. To look upon a world and forgive it and let it’s seemingly dense veil disappear and dissolve into the One Light of Love that created me and gave me the very creative ability that allows me to manifest a universe that is not there and thus is not real. This classroom called earth-school is only temporary and will pass away. It can only decay and decompose. It will dissolve into the nothingness from which it came.

 
It is my choice what I will experience. Primal Paradise Oneness or being stuck in the matrix of the ego-ahamkar image manufacturer. I can give birth at any given moment. To perceptions of the ego-ahamkar or to True Sight of Christ Vision. I choose what I will see and from which mind I will see through. Ego-ahamkar or Kundalini Desire Energy, the metaphysical Holy Spirit that can be resurrected and rise, instead of fall into matter, like the ego does as it moves further and further outward away from the Divine Allness.

 

I will sit and contemplate on today’s reflection and statement of truth for two sittings, three to five minutes at a time. If I can remain in stillness or have Radical Right Perception of Samadhi Oneness, I will remain in such a state for longer than five minutes. Communion with God is my ultimate goal, while the second is recognition of today’s idea of major importance, that I wrote the script that produces what my ego-ahamkar calls ‘my’ life. Recognizing that I author everything I experience or see with the body’s eyes, is an important step on this journey of awakening towards final liberation in moksha.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 31

DAY 31
I am not at the mercy of a world I seem to see outside of me that appears to threaten me with danger, trying to inflict pain, suffering, and psychological and biological torture upon my True Self, Christ and Atman Self, which in reality cannot be harmed. All assaults and threats of harm come from my individual split ego mind. They originate from no outside place. The world I have made is not a perpetrator and punishing force. My individual mind is the cause of my subjectively experienced mental agony that I seem to experience in a physical body.

 

I think I am guilty and going to a place called hell, gehenna, the underworld, even though such a place doesn’t exist, but I instead choose to return to the awareness of the Paradise Heaven within, that I never left in truth, now, instead of remaining a victim of my own attacking thoughts and emotions. Though my individual egoic-ahamkar mind tries to steal my Santosha-Contentment and Bliss, I am really capable of being free from self- destructive, pain inflicting thoughts. I use the poison of guilt to try and diminish my sense of peace, bliss, and communion in God Mind. In any given moment, I choose pain or Love. But pain is self-inflicted, not coming from an outside world. Therefore, I need to get to the root of the problem and change my thought fluctuations in order to change my perceptions and the life I experience as a result.
What guide will I choose today? The memory of God in my mind or the separate, individual egoic-ahamkar tendencies? I choose the upward magnetic pull of God Mind within rather than being pulled downward into the density of negative vibrations of assault and threats of harm to my beingness, which in truth could never be threatened.

 

 

Do I want pain or do I want Unending Love? It is always my choice. I choose what I seem to experience, feel, and even suffer. But today, I choose Love for my True Self over assault from my false self. I embrace ahimsa (non-harming) towards myself and others. When I am not at peace, it is not the outside projected world threatening me with my own demise. My egoic-ahamkar has invented the chaos that I choose in moments of insanity.

 

Today, I will choose freedom over the shackles I have placed upon my self. For two three to five minute contemplative sittings, once in the morning and once in the evening, I will repeat the idea for today two or three times. Following this, I will close my eyes and apply the idea to my inner environment. The goal is to be released from both worlds, as the inner manufactures the outer. I will repeat the idea for today throughout the day as well to take steps toward full releasement from bondage and self-inflicted hell and psychological-emotional fluctuations that seem to abuse me. I take back my projected dream film of attempted violence against my Christed Nature.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)